Jon's parents asked if I can be the one doing the counting of bai jin for today because they'll be doing alot of prayers as it is the last day of ahma's funeral already. But I really is sibei tired... Sleep his mattress also sleep til whole body ache. Sobs.
(His) papa, uncle, biaojie and aunt all said they either heard or saw ahma's soul at home. And 3 of their reactions were running out of the house and chionging downstairs... Seeing ahma might be fearful becos she's a spirit now and she have no idea she has already left us.
But I know in my heart that she must be very devastated, thinking why they ran upon seeing her. For me, if I were to see her, I would try to calm myself and slowly walk away. I've no 100% confidence though.
Everytime... The moment I think of all the scenerios before she left. I feel angry and sad. Most of them still believed ahma's death was caused by a spirit. They did not understand that ahma had a stroke because of her high blood pressure and diabetes. I'm not saying all these without doing research okay. It's true that with these 2 illness, there's a high risk of getting stroke.
When she already had symptoms of stroke, they hesistated 2days from bringing her to the hospital as they had beliefs of her being disturbed by the another world's people. That is very much unaccepted. AHMA'S DEATH. IS CAUSED BY NONE OTHER BY THEMSELVES. ESP. THE ONES WHO SAID HOSPITALS CANNOT CURE HER. Jon & I will have this hatred forever carved inside our hearts.
Your all must be thinking... " People's ahma what, also not mine own ahma. Kaypo so much for what. " Tio bo~?~?! Now I'm telling you, because she treated me like her own grandchild, because she was a good lady, because she was someone whom one could respect.
I DEEPLY MISS AHMA. ('; With much memoirs -
He'll be returning to the camp by this sunday night. And Jeslyn is all lonely again.
* People say hubby look like a ex-convict with his tanned skin tone and botakness. Does he?
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So keep your bloody mouth SHUT, xiexie (:
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