Think for mine feelings also. I'm a human too. I need care and concern just like anyone else... You've got your friends there for you. I only have you and Mingui left. Seriously.
If you give me some attention, may be just abit. I'd also be damn damn happy because I know at least you still cared. Do you know, everytime I ask you out... I was thinking maybe after coming out, we can catch up with one another and maybe there wouldnt be so much misunderstandings between us.
Everytime, I would imagine us getting back the past bonding we used to share. Sitting laugh don't know what cock... Take stupid pictures... Then holdhold hands but... Now I know I irritated you (as you mentioned).
Why? Because I know... I don't mean so much anymore! I just wanted you to remove me away from featured as I don't wanna see myself as an empty shell to you. Just the status, just the words, doesn't mean much to me. Actions prove everything... Words prove nothing...
Maybe in the past, I would feel like crying whenever we quarrel. Now I don't. I'm tired already. Look at the number of friends you have, and the number of friends I have.
Different from you, I'm so much fucking pathetic. You've got friends in school, friends at work, friends that are your students. Me? Just the same two old girls I used to rely on alot alot alot...
So were you trying to tell me that your friends agree with you that, I was trying to be incorrigible when I said your sms reply made me feel insignificant. HEY. USE YOUR BRAIN. They know our full story bo?! They know me? They know you how long only?!
Don't say like they know you very well la. Ask yourself, when you typed all that into your blog post, did you ever think whether what you typed made sense? As I said before, I prefer the old Madeline. And I'm not just joking.
I hurt you with words, you hurt me with actions. Ask me to fucking leave you alone if I don't cherish you right? I SHOULD BE THE ONE SAYING THIS.
In order to keep our this little friendship, I did not make words so sour. You wanna start all these? Think again hor pcb. With mine character, by now I should had typed over a hundred vulgars but you mean more than a friend to me in heart. I respect you okay .____. don't want scold so much.
And for your information~ I like this type, already sibei peace with you liao hor.
This is my blog .
If you hate me, please fcuk off then !
I call the shoots here FYI
So keep your bloody mouth SHUT, xiexie (:
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{ ♥ Jeslyn.Lee ♥ }
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I don't wanna love for the moment since I'll not be appreciated.
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