I guess I've got sick and tired of getting into relationships for now. Sorry to say that I hope everything can remain as the same as it is currently. :) Hope you understand...
Cos' I feel that even if we continue to walk this road down together, it would not be a smooth journey, yet a tough one.
It's not that I don't love you anymore. Love doesn't mean you need to be with the someone, right? We may not have fate. But sweet memories are for ever.
As promised, we both have to learn to let go already. We're dragging way too much.
I hope by the next year, we'd have started on our own paths already. And although you told me you want to use your lifelong to take care of me, I don't wish for it. I don't want to be taken care of by you, as it makes me feel guilty.
We said to be friends only, but still walking in and out like a couple. You're not such a bad boyfriend like how I always scolded you in my blog afterall. Thus I want you to go and find someone who would cherish you, or at least make a better girlfriend of yours than how I'm doing :)
Don't wanna be selfish anymore. I know I've been taking you for granted. You too. So now I'm letting you go as for our both's sake. Why continue since it's meaningless?
3 years since then... But I've yet to learn how to cherish you. (Same goes to you) Seems like we've to end all these nonsense. Goodbye, my best friend. :3
P.S. Thanks for all the things you've done for me. アイシテル
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Easier said than done. :3 Can't get to sleep without your pats, can't feel love without your presence, feel lonely when you're not around. How could it be that... I say want let go jiu let go. Shit it.
BUT HOPEFULLY, JUST HOPEFULLY. I will learn to... Just like what I said. D: Even thou it's a very tough one I'm trying.
Your hugs so warming, always tempting me not to let go. Omg :( Did you learn black magic my dear? Haha. !#$%^&*!#$%^&*!#$%^&*!#$%^&*!#$%^&*!#$%^&*!#$%^&*!#$%^&*
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