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December 17, 2008





These has been what I'm doing for the past 3 days.
Training back on my BU skills, waves and perfect rates... :)
Quite satisfied with the improvement Lol.
Those are the current high scores for the certain respective songs, I will buck up on it thou !





And this mad guy here.... Using only chains and no chancing was involved, he got this score.
WTFZOMFGBBQ~ !#$%^&*





Tomorrow we still have to reach Yewtee there to help damn SIB close his suicide case.
What has it got to do with me~ None of my f problem~?
But see they so desperate for my kou gong, subsub-sui lor D:






Heart aches almost 24/7 of the days...
Mind feel confusing...
Too numb for anything else...
Why has it became so complicated for us?
Is it really this hard for you to let go completely of me, my request is not unreasonable.
You only make me xin teng and not xin dong.
Knowing that I love you still, yet you said words opposing of what I've to say to you.
If I stopped loving you completely, why should I wear the ring still?
I should had just thrown it away right bodoh.
Was not the first time abandoned somewhere alone by you... It's the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th... ... ... Place already-
You told me, "Ru guo ni zhen de hen lei, wo rang ni zou"
I said, "Wo yi jing fang hui gan qing le"
... But you seemed to suspect me. :/
Even during situations like yesterday, I kept telling you over & over again. To no avail.
And in the end, thrown away like some rubbish you found on the ground.
Tired out, I still went to find you to talk things over.
Remember how cold was yesterday? Remember how I hit my chest because of pain?
Remember my tears? Remember my tolerate?
Repeating myself from time to time, "wo yao shou bu liao ni le, before wo fa huo da ren, please shutup"
You ignored my words.
So yes, slaps were what you got from me. But don't you agree that you deserved it?
How many chances must I give you?
Since the start of this relationship, this is the 1783987498849075th time I've forgiven you...
But haiya forget it.
Please remind yourself from time to time, we're just friends now.
I'll give you a period to let go, I'll not force you to do it immediately.
But, qing ni yao na de qi, fang de xia. Stop using stunts.
No matter how you've became... I'm still loving you like I did.
Prove your love by letting me go, hopefully :) :) :)


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