Just within 3 months of time... And my life has turned very meaningless.
Ups and downs. (common) But what if those that happened on me were to happen on you? No wish to elaborate what. Because my intention of this post was only to vent.
My life may look very simply. Yes it used to be. Thanks to some people... I've totally changed myself unknowingly.
Should I blame them or myself? Myself, I guess.
Well. If time could be turned back, I would not make those silly decisions. And I would confine myself at home! Serious.
Sorry to all who cares and knows what I'm talking about. Please keep quiet. And I fucking don't want to make troubles out of all that had already past. Let it go man. I fucking want to forget all these and start anew.
I guess... I should return to the one whose always been on my side, And waiting silently. JLGH. I'm willing to be yours, once again.
Because... I know you're the only one who would not do harm to me, No matter what may come. <3
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You're the past for now. And his the present in my life again.
I was a donkey, for I believed in you. You're the bastard, for you fooled with my heart.
May it be a lesson to me. God bless your future many girlfriends. Yes and flings. -.-
Almost every guys cannot stay truthful. Why is it so? Lol... Actually even a 13 years-old kid would know the answer.
Thus I call myself lucky to have found sucha wonderful guy. Although he ain't perfect, But at least I know he would not be like the other bastards, Fooling outside behind my back. For I cannot stand sharing my guy with another bitch.
Because I've gone through it before, (in either ways) I greatly fear for it to happen on me again.
Returning to the one whose always truthful to you, Is the best choice of all, If you don't ever want to go through things like I did.
This is my blog .
If you hate me, please fcuk off then !
I call the shoots here FYI
So keep your bloody mouth SHUT, xiexie (:
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{ ♥ Jeslyn.Lee ♥ }
15091991---
Perfectionist
I don't wanna love for the moment since I'll not be appreciated.
Fulfil My Lusts
` LAZY ASS(ME) TO GET UP AND START WORKING!
` Car licence
` Maintain back to old weight
` New Burberry/Coach wallet
` 5K savings (HARD)
` Satisfying job & pay
