I deleted the previous post. As I find it very absurd. Haha fancy someone saying herself right? -.-
I done leveling again. At Vikerola. Nice experience for Crusaders. :) 50% within 3 hours song bo~ I think Jon also leech me leech until very hosei hor? Lol.
And Jeslyn wanna praise herself for completing all her own housechores these few days! BIG CLAPS PLEASE. :D
I wanna be a good-good wife in future! (Saysay only) LOL.
Sometimes, I'm thinking... Why my world revolves around guys whom used to be flirts? Why why why? :/
Seriously, I dare not step into any relationships anymore. Firstly I cannot be honest all the time. Secondly which guy can be as true as pearl towards me? Lastly what I need is a love that will last. I don't wanna be like those xmm, awhile awhile change partners. Sigh.
Actually there is someone whom I cannot forget, and on the other hand, there is someone whom attracted me. Well. I don't wanna be so fickle-minded. So best is to stay single. :)
I know there's a few whom treat me very nice. Whom have the conditions to become a good boyfriend. But... Sigh I just don't know how to convince myself into reciprocating their kindness.
A big stone is pressing on my heart. Recently, I find it so hard to breathe... Really... Someone give me some oxygen? :'( :'(
People asking me to cheer up, to smile. And quite a number saying my blog is emo. I don't feel it this way myself... But I can feel myself wanting to breakdown. Very much.
Sometimes, I just wish that some strangers would come give me a big big hug. Come be my listening ear. Come be my punching bag. Why a stranger? Because, so that he doesn't probe too much.
Darling. There's so much I wanna say to you. We haven't had a good heart-to-heart talk for so long already. I guess you've no time for that with me either. And I don't know what to say, where to start too. ;(
Jeslyn may look strong. But her heart is shredded into pieces. Whoever can piece them back into one, will get the whole of it, / forever no matter what.
But impossible. There would not be such a person in my life. * sigh disappointedly *
This is my blog .
If you hate me, please fcuk off then !
I call the shoots here FYI
So keep your bloody mouth SHUT, xiexie (:
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{ ♥ Jeslyn.Lee ♥ }
15091991---
Perfectionist
I don't wanna love for the moment since I'll not be appreciated.
Fulfil My Lusts
` LAZY ASS(ME) TO GET UP AND START WORKING!
` Car licence
` Maintain back to old weight
` New Burberry/Coach wallet
` 5K savings (HARD)
` Satisfying job & pay
