Piece of shit. Piece of shit. Piece of shit. You're a piece of shit.
Or let's put it this way, nobody's a diamond in my eyes now.
Thanks to? Everyone :D
Ever heard of people saying that, when one bottle up their feelings to themselves, the day when they let loose, will be the day where nothing could be done?
Well. Sounds fun, isn't it.
I don't know why, even if now there were to appear someone whom's concern about me, 100% truthfully, I guess I wouldn't be happy too. Instead I would take him/her for granted. HAHA.
I never suspected myself to be this emo when people said so. I thought I could do better pretending. I've always proved myself stronger than other people.
So now, this is me. The real me I guess :)
Someone ever told me "The way you stare into something, gives me the feeling that you've a heavy burden. That you've alot to say." Yeah maybe? :)
I don't even understand why am I inserting smiley faces when I'm not feeling so. Lol. Maybe to beautify this post? HAHA.
Nobody understands why am I suddenly acting this way, for not even my "soul-mate" does.
Hmmm. I've got so much to say... But even if I tell it to anybody, think he/she will thought it's Alien Language?
Now even a trivial issue can shake my emotions. Guess how heavy my heart was, for these few months...
I've never told anyone affairs of my heart. For they will be listening, just for the sake of listening. I know.
With the "help" of others, stacking their problems onto mine, making me listen to their problems, but never once asking about mine. This is the girl you all should have expected.
I know there are people out there like me... It's no wonder why people murder.
Sometimes when people are too used to one another, they forget to concern. To show that they care...
Humans are inhumane at times. Reality is too cruel. Awaits for the day the world ends.
This is my blog .
If you hate me, please fcuk off then !
I call the shoots here FYI
So keep your bloody mouth SHUT, xiexie (:
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{ ♥ Jeslyn.Lee ♥ }
15091991---
Perfectionist
I don't wanna love for the moment since I'll not be appreciated.
Fulfil My Lusts
` LAZY ASS(ME) TO GET UP AND START WORKING!
` Car licence
` Maintain back to old weight
` New Burberry/Coach wallet
` 5K savings (HARD)
` Satisfying job & pay
