On & off sickness.





Was actually meeting Vivien for dinner & catch-up today since it's my off day.
But sadly, fever came knocking on my doorstep.
So I could only stay at home helpless & speechlessly. :(

I hate it man.
My off day for this week is spent just like this.

Tomorrow I still gotta work full shift.
I seriously feel like slapping the outlet.
I wanna go back to Albert outlet.

I get sick so often due to irregular meals & long hours of working.
They really are inhumane.










Honestly.
Yes I hate working, & I'm indeed lazy for work.
But I got no choice...

If I don't work,
people will think I'm someone who will only reach my palms out to my family & ask for money,
when I DO NOT do this at all?????!

I really hate those people who think they're oh-so-smart & think they know me this much.
Little do people know from the age of 14 I started to fend for my own needs, my family only support my meals.
The money's not even enough for 30 x 3 meals.
Only until about when I was 16 when Jonathan worked, then my burden lessened.

Why are some people so irritating?
Even some friends of mine too.
Always thinking my life is easier than them.
They don't even know what kind of problems I face every now & then!

Relationship, family, friends.
These three words are enough to make me fall.

Let me tell you now :
Not having financial problems does not mean not having difficulties living,
there were many times where I felt like dying.
Get it bitches?!



Those who are always get on my nerves, stop it from right now.
You're making yourself look like a pathetic fool.
I'm not keeping quiet because I agree with you, but because I find you amusing. :D

I admit I'm blessed, more than average people are.
But do this mean that I should swallow mine pride & listen to your shits?!
FUCKING HELL NO.
Go get toilet roll & fuck it until you bled okay losers.
Oops I almost forgotten that maybe your dick is not even big enough for that.



Yeah I'm satisfied with the scoldings for now!
:)