I'm tired of having friends who ain't true to me.
Saying whatever sweet words that came to their mind at that moment,
all are but white lies.

Do I look like I needed to be pacified?
I'm not in my primary school period already for goodness.
I rather that you stop trying to lick my ass,
than to make yourself look like some low life idiots.

If you are afraid that once you stop licking people's ass, you will become all lonely.
Then start to cherish all those around you right now?

I know I can't comment much on this too.
Because I ain't have much friends.
But that's not because I make friends while having a mask on,
but because I put a barrier in between me and humans that I just get to know.

Well, just because of the barrier, people think I'm a proud person.
But.
Have they tried to understand me before, really?
I've got too much scars from failed friendships already.
I give them my all, while on the other hand, they treat me like shit.
Always trying to shift the blame onto me.

Tell me now.
Who wouldn't do the same like I do, if they experienced the same things like I had?





I really hate two-headed snakes.
Why can't they get a life?
Or did they not realize that they are that kind of people?
I pity them.





Now, listen up people.
Open your eyes wide & get this.
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Stop lying to me that I'm one important friend (I can sense it myself if I really am) ;
stop faking that you're trying very hard to squeeze time out just to gimme an appointment with (meals don't take long, fucker) ;
stop apologizing when I get agitated at your fucker actions ;
stop asking me out then end up you yourself were the one to cancel it (especially when I woke up early on intention just to get prepared on time) ;
worst still, STOP CANCELING THE APPOINTMENTS MADE, 15MINUTES BEFORE IT, FOR FUCKING SAKE, I'M ALL READY AND MIGHT EVEN BE OUT ALREADY.

I really hate people who waste my time (& makeup LOL).





I ain't pointing fingers at 'nyone.
If you feel guilty after this, then that's you.
Well, God bless.