Sweetest = most bitter of all .

2010-03-31T22:02:00.001+08:00

2010-03-14T01:16:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of having friends who ain't true to me.
Saying whatever sweet words that came to their mind at that moment,
all are but white lies.

Do I look like I needed to be pacified?
I'm not in my primary school period already for goodness.
I rather that you stop trying to lick my ass,
than to make yourself look like some low life idiots.

If you are afraid that once you stop licking people's ass, you will become all lonely.
Then start to cherish all those around you right now?

I know I can't comment much on this too.
Because I ain't have much friends.
But that's not because I make friends while having a mask on,
but because I put a barrier in between me and humans that I just get to know.

Well, just because of the barrier, people think I'm a proud person.
But.
Have they tried to understand me before, really?
I've got too much scars from failed friendships already.
I give them my all, while on the other hand, they treat me like shit.
Always trying to shift the blame onto me.

Tell me now.
Who wouldn't do the same like I do, if they experienced the same things like I had?

I really hate two-headed snakes.
Why can't they get a life?
Or did they not realize that they are that kind of people?
I pity them.

Now, listen up people.
Open your eyes wide & get this.
-
Stop lying to me that I'm one important friend (I can sense it myself if I really am) ;
stop faking that you're trying very hard to squeeze time out just to gimme an appointment with (meals don't take long, fucker) ;
stop apologizing when I get agitated at your fucker actions ;
stop asking me out then end up you yourself were the one to cancel it (especially when I woke up early on intention just to get prepared on time) ;
worst still, STOP CANCELING THE APPOINTMENTS MADE, 15MINUTES BEFORE IT, FOR FUCKING SAKE, I'M ALL READY AND MIGHT EVEN BE OUT ALREADY.

I really hate people who waste my time (& makeup LOL).

I ain't pointing fingers at 'nyone.
If you feel guilty after this, then that's you.
Well, God bless.

2010-03-12T15:01:00.002+08:00

As each day passes.............

The
more
&
more
I
wanna
get
out
of
this
fucking
house
.

Do they really miss the old Jeslyn that I used to be?
The one who always rebel, defy their wishes, do anything that shouldn't have been done?

I think they're crazy :)
If they miss the old me so much, they can speak up.
I can make their wish come true.
Anytime.

2010-03-10T07:19:00.002+08:00

My freckles are slowing improving!
Am loving it!
Lol very random I know...

I really hope this time round
it's for sure(?)
that we had sorted out our feelings
and everything will be fine
from here onwards! :)

Signed off, Jeslyn.

2010-02-28T10:35:00.006+08:00

I'm taking orders for My Beauty Diary masks right now!

I've tried the masks myself, I know it's worth every cent,
& so I'm setting up a test-spree for now.
Blogshops are selling them @ either 1.50 or 1.30 per piece - Getting from me is definitely better!

I would recommend this for girls who are vain pots, just like me!
- Whitening, firming, brightening ; for all skin types, especially rough & uneven skin tone.
Girls with sensitive skin need not worry, because I'm one example but so far no allergies!:)

$1.20/piece, with further discounts.
Capping at 100 pieces.
Minimum order - 15 pieces.

No waiting time, fuss-free spree.
Payment to be in by 48hours after confirmation.
No payment - no order.
FOC meet-ups (Hougang area).

For more information/order or if you're not sure which mask your skin type should get, contact me @
jeslyn.lin@live.com

2010-02-17T07:02:00.003+08:00

4th day of Chinese New Year & here I am! :)

Have not been online for past few days,
due to hectic schedule and also, the laptop wasn't with me.
Furthermore, making full use of these days to accompany dearest was more important!
Heh heh (please be touched idiot).

I did not do any spring cleaning, as usually I pack my room tidily already~
This is the pro of doing housework often :D
But still I did some clearing of dust whereby the areas are hard to reach, with cloths & also the help of hubby.
I feel that now my current room is easier to breath in!
(Gosh just few seconds after saying this I sneezed for more than 10times)

I cannot say that my angbao(s) are little nor many.
But honestly I got a bit more than I did last year....
And I haven't receive angbao from some relatives yet, need to try and complete visiting by this weekend :)
Also am waiting for my big big angbao from mommy!
She's enjoying herself these few days at Malaysia, selfish parent never bring me along also! :( Wanna cry la idiot. LOL

Reunion dinner @ home.
Reunion dinner @ maternal's place.
Paid visit (eve) @ his place.

Oh yes I had a simple but wonderful Valentine's spent with him.
Although we did have small arguments during earlier part of the day, it's alright!
Visited my aunt aka. godma's house, then hubby's maternal's place...
Dinner at Billy Bombers, then "The Wolfman" aftermath.
Actual plan was to dine at Shokudo but we were not able to reach the place on time that we reserved so we cancelled and betrayed them for BB! HAHAHA.
I really enjoyed the dinner although it wasn't whatever set menu, thank you dear!<3

Second day of CNY was spent by visiting Xiong's house.
Along with watching them play 21 points (I don't know what is it called in English)....
Then at home gambled alone with hubby, just 2 of us playing Big2.
I know it sounds very silly but we had nothing else to do already, yawns I was on winning streak then eventually I lost 3.60 to him.
Yucks, I should had gamble big big from the start, if not I win already! :(

Byebye nothing to update already! :/
Morning earthlings,
goodnight to fellow night owls~

xo.

2010-02-12T05:33:00.000+08:00

Get your Coach now! :D

2010-02-10T08:32:00.002+08:00

Just a very random post.

Here it goes.... :)

2008 -

I decided to get private O's.
Gave up halfway through the journey - let parents, boyfriend & myself down.
Due to some "very good friends" who did not know they ruined my life.

Betrayed the person I loved most in my life ;
almost cost him his life.
& got myself cheated like a small girl.

Lastly, lost 2 best friends whom I used to be as close as sisters with.

2009 -

Random people trying to enter into my world.

Especially guys that I already made it so clearly to them that I just wanna be friends.
Males are really desperate (in my view).

Important point : I lost another BEST FRIEND, THE ONE I CHERISHED THE MOST.
I think until now she still doesn't realize what's wrong with our friendship which used to be as strong as steel........

Decision to make things up with Jonathan Lim.
Today I still don't know was it a right choice or what, maybe I should ask him.

2010 -

I haven't got a resolutions list yet right?
Am filling in right now.............

Spend lesser, save more - limit monthly expenses to a maximum of SGD300
Change away habit of being impulsive
Exercise more!
Healthier food, more fruits, more vegetables
Facebook lesser -.-

That's all! :)
Nothing much else that I need to do actually.
Quite satisfied with everything that I have in my life right now - don't have to worry over shelter nor meals.
Contentment.
That's what we human should be having, isn't it?

Bye bye dears :)
and a
Good morning!

P.S./ Those whom promised to do catch-up sessions with me don't forget that! I hate liars~

2010-02-08T18:24:00.002+08:00

Stress ah stress ah!

......

Know what I'm stressing over or not!?
A NEW BAG :(

.....

No, I need a SMALLER WALLET.

.....

Or should I own another wristlet,
my one & only is 2 years-old now!

Damn shit.
I'm being very indecisive right now... I can't stand myself too.
:(

If I wasn't a girl, I guess I'll not be making myself headache over such matters already!

Worst of all.

I'm planning to give hubby a little surprise to perk him up this Valentines'.
& I actually don't have any ideas how to go about it yet!
He is just so so hard to please, and his always full of high expectations.
YUCKS I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO MAKE HIM HAPPY :(

I feel lousy out of a sudden.

I've been thinking for so many days already................................................

Thought of ordering yummy chocolate cake for him,
but at the thought that he will share it with me, I'm bound to gain weight.
*teh-teh*

Buying a Gucci for him,
(means I survive for 1month lesser)
*teh-teh*

New shoes for him?
Old people says that if you buy shoes for someone, that person will escape from your clutches :3
Not being superstitious but afraid to lose him.
*tei-tei*

Ring? Bracelet? Necklace?
All he can't wear to camp :/
*tei-tei*

I know he doesn't care for all these, but that's the least I can do for him this new year. :/
Scold me silly or whatever.

I don't know how to let him know how much I love him except through this way.
The feeling seriously sucks when you try to put in effort into something, but nothing results out of it. (Well, you guys won't understand why the sudden comment)

And I also decided to go back to working life.
Full-time that is.

I believe his & mine relationship is strong enough to overcome this hardest period.
We gotta work very hard now.
For there's only 1year & 7months left! (Don't ask :P)

I won't deny that I want a kid of my own as much as you* do!
But don't rush things okay darling?
Take care of our own lives first before creating another one! HAHAHAHA

2010-02-04T01:43:00.002+08:00

I'm excited!

Yes, because of the soon arrival of Chinese New Year...

And another thing is that my new home is in midst of renovating now!

I can't wait to stay with mom.

I used to have a personal bedroom, but due to *some reasons* (of cause nothing to do with me) it was taken away.

Fear not now Jeslyn! You'll soon have your privacy back! :)

Also, I'm damn happy thanks to sweet him.

I hope this time he had really change, not by speaking but by actions please!

The only thing is...

My new home is so far away. It's either I make new friends or I get use to being lonely 24/7, sigh.

2010-01-31T18:36:00.003+08:00

To Town again yesterday~
Exchanged his River Island top to S as XS for him = shirt on the verge of bursting.

He always say I'm fatter than him, then why can I fit into XS comfortably but he can't!?
Plus all the while, irregardless whether is it my bottom or top, they all stayed at the same size from the moment I entered secondary school okay!
Okay maybe not when I was 16, that was the period he fed me the worst (best in fact), causing my size to jump to M.

Gotten myself a Dior Lip Reviver Balm, my lips are cracking a lot nowadays!
He forked out for it, sweet :)
And and and...
He finally got a new wallet for himself, as mine V day present to him.

I know he likes it a lot.
He was molesting the wallet from time to time when I'm not looking (but I saw it through the mirror), and then sleeping next to it yesterday at my house.
Crazy cute small kid la WTH, so easily pleased.
I'm sure if some strangers pass him a bar of chocolate and ask him to follow, HE WOULD if he's still a kid.

Back to topic.
Topshop.
Nothing caught our eyes, except lingerie for me LOL.
Bought two at amazingly cheap price :
$14.40 = 1 for $7.20
I didn't know there was a discount if I were to buy 2 panties, coincidence.

Then there's this heels I like freaking much from Guess.
But my size out of stock! :(
Only got half-size bigger/smaller than mine. What a nice situation!

Back to Hougang, the big big 24-hours NTUC.
Bought this that those whatever rubbish.
Got home and he prepared food for us using some of the stuffs I just got.
The simplest but nicest homemade (made out of ready-cooked) food I ever had!
HAHA if you don't understand then it's okay! :)

I almost bought a bag on impulse yesterday.
Luckily he scolded me (heave sigh of relief) and made me wake up, I as a unemployed shouldn't spend like opening the tap anymore!

I SERIOUSLY NEED A JOB RIGHT NOW.
I can only hang on like this for until Chinese New Year...
If until then I still can't find a flexible timing one, I will go for long hours.

- Sorry dear, but shopping is as important as you! :(

No pictures - no time at all yesterday!

:D Sayonara!

2010-01-29T16:11:00.005+08:00

Anyone with flexible hours lobang,
reasonable basic pay,
& which preferably doesn't needs us to be in awful uniforms,
please let me know yeah! :)

Seriously.
Why do it if you were to regret?

You've been watching me grow up for 18 years now.
Don't tell me you don't know my character. (Highly possible)
I don't forgive people easily.
Especially someone whose ought to know me better than outsiders.

Your words are etched in my heart the moment I got them.

So stop trying to look so great.
Because I'm not going to entertain you anymore.
Who says there's no overnight hatred in a family?
I totally disagree.

Ask yourself how many times you've been acting like some gangsters.
I don't give a damn.
It's not like you didn't slap or hit me before.
Even though it was my fault, you did not bother to sit down and talk in peace.
NOT EVEN ONCE. FUCK IT.

I never fail to come home still, but it's NOT for your sake.
But for my naggy(:P) but caring grandma.

How I wish you will see all these...
I really feel very irritated every time you walk within my sight and try to act funny.
Please.
Do it in front of your own future kids, not me.

I so damn hate you. (EVEN TOOK OFF THE DIAMOND NECKLACE)
Don't have me born if you were not mentally prepared to be a good parent, a good role model.
But fret not, I'm not going to walk in your footsteps.
I know because I love kids, and I'm nothing like you.

I've watched not you but mom.
Thus I'm confident that I will be like her and not you.

But whatever.
In a year and half or less I can move out and need not have to see your face already!
YAY MAN.
So me am so gonna pray that my mom's flat get renovated earlier!

Lastly, BOO TO YOU. Someday you'll know who is more important.
Me, your flesh and blood OR her, someone whose totally irrelevant.

2010-01-26T18:54:00.005+08:00

Just a bit updates for recent.

Last saturday accompanied Jon to Town.
BAD HAIR DAY BAD HAIR DAY, FUCK
He got a Dior Addict High Shine lipstick for Joycelyn, I put in effort he fork out cash haha!

To Watsons as I wanted to buy the Dolly Wink lashes.
Lower lash - #06 Baby Cute.
Never bought the upper one because he said that they are quite normal?
Spent over $70 at Watsons just because of the DHC Collagen -.-

Then my feet hurt like hell thanks to my heels so we went Charles&Keith.
It was flooded with kiasu(s) from other countries!
Why do they label Singaporeans as kiasu people when other countries' people are worst than us!?

Went Pasir Ris after getting new heels to change into.

Super awkward after reaching Joycelyn's chalet, I know nobody :(
But luckily I had my Ipod<3 with me!
Cabbed home after cake-cutting.
Happy birthday to Joycelyn once again :)

We both fell asleep inside the cab, almost missed the sight of my block! LOL.

Last sunday Jon went to TSSH to book an appointment with ear specialist.
His ear was bleeding due to unknown reasons! :/
I stayed at home, if I went, I don't know how would the nurses & doctors look at him already!

Monday he went to follow up on the appointment at TTSH.
Off to Town after he was done to get his CNY clothes.

He got a long sleeves from River Island & pair of jeans from Uniqlo.
Thereafter we went to Xinwang ION to dine.
I will never step into that place again I swear, the management and service sucked to core.
Even he too thought so.

However I don't know how, I spilled the remaining of my Mango Ice.
Damn embarassed but never mind!
Like what he said, treat it as a revenge to them! HOHOHOHOHO

Oh yes.
He got me a necklace from Swarovski as advanced V day present.
Eheheheheheeeeeehhhhhhh sweet. ;)
I love you~

2010-01-22T21:30:00.003+08:00

BLOG-SHOPPING IS SO MUCH LOVED !

The purpose of this post is to comment about a blogshop with very good service~

I purchased the above piece from the particular blogshop,
and they actually delivered it to my doorstep! :D
It only cost me $17.70 for this and thanks to them, my postage fee was also waived!

On top of that, they have cute plastic bag & cute sticky-pad pasted on the dress packaging.
LOL :)

Prompt replies, friendly service, reasonable prices.
What more can you ask for?
Shop with them now @ http://www.shopperdise.com !

Pretty? :D Another of my online steals and am still waiting to receive it.
Anticipating for it's arrival!~

END. BYEBYE, :D

2010-01-20T18:49:00.002+08:00

Monday ; Tuesday...
The moment I woke & opened my eyes the one I saw was this crazy woman here.
Oops. I mean crazy girl.

Monday we went to FEP accompany her look for job.
I was supposed to go to an interview at Raffles Place but... (You know I know)

Dropped-by Jiaxin's workplace.
Hao xin mei hao bao, she wrote in her blog saying me "but she is shun bian de".
Yawns!

Nana also very choosy la, so many job vacancies but she only applied for one -.-
The rest was full-time.
She could work but she's simply fucking lazy!

Ate @ Takashimaya food court aftermath.
Meatball souppppppppppp~ LOVEX1MILLION~
I bought Famous Amos for somebody while walking towards ION.
That person damn lucky hor, no need go out also have tasty snacks. Rofl.

Shopped at ION for a bit, got myself a casual tee from River Island.
But it's too big for me (UK10 the smallest size it was left with), I have to wear it with a tanktop inside LOL~

End of my Monday.

Tuesday I called the person whom was supposed to interview me.
He fucking heard my name wrongly as Jasmine then hung up on me, CRAZY.
Is he avoiding someone with the name Jasmine? WTF.

Then never mind lor.
Rot at home with Nana until evening then she went home.
You wouldn't wanna imagine how nua we were.

Tomorrow I will have to look for new jobs. -.-
Wish me luck.

And good luck to Nana!
She got herself a CNY job although she's so lazy to work, confirm plus chop she will MC for some of the days eh HAHA.

2010-01-15T20:06:00.004+08:00

-- $159 for Intensive Spot Targeting Serum, 4 pieces of Intensive Brightening Mask, 30ml Brightening Cleansing Foam, 25ml Brightening Balancing Softener, 10ml Brightening Protective Cream SPF15, 9ml Intensive Spot Targeting Serum.
Now tell me worth or not la!? :D

Trained to Town and claimed my serum.
Intended to do the complimentary brightening facial from Shiseido but I was way too late for meeting JT already!
Met goodfriend and walked over to Heerens, dined @ Thai Express.

Fucking regret.
Shouldn't have accepted his suggestion of eating Thai Express.
Taste of the dish which I ordered was totally gross.
It's the first time I'm dining there and it's giving me bad impression already!

He left for his Hospitality lesson so I went to walk around Orchard Central on my own.
Boring mall I shall say.
Or maybe it's because I shopped the wrong corner? No idea.

Walked over to Takashimaya.
Took a glance at Coach newly arrived items then went over to mrt station & train back.
Only then I realize I'm so dumb~

Hougang -> Orchard -> Somerset -> Orchard -> Hougang.
HAHA WTF RIGHT.

But anyway I bumped into Peiloo while in the train.
Gosh, she's getting more &more bookworm! I don't know where the "laogong" I used to have have gone!

Felt nauseous for a very long period of time after damned Thai Express...
I won't wanna go there again for godness sake!

On a little side note, I did not went for rebonding last sunday due to some issues. Gan pua sad. :(

2010-01-14T07:06:00.004+08:00

Watched Vampire Assistant recently!
Not very bad, 3/5 it shall be given~

-- Feeling sleepy after sitting in the theater for about 2 hours.

-- SORRY! Bad angle!

-- Both : unprepared

-- Okay getting better!

-- WTF

-- Still not so good!

-- PASS

-- That blue arrow begged me to let him in :/

-- OKAY I GIVE UP! -_______________-"

Chain of bad events happen one after another.
I can only say that, I'm proud to be totally independent now already!
Well well I know only a few people care about what's going on in my life.
It's okay, better than having nobody being concerned! :D

Love you (only if you care)! WAHAHA YES I'M REALISTIC.

Went to get the newly launched Spot Targeting Serum.
It was totally sold out.
Mateh!
The staff asked whether do I want to make reservation for that product!
I delightedly said YESSSSS~!
Would be able to get it today! *Jump jump jump like kangaroo*

Joke. I paid $159 and I brought home a paper bag which only contained a kawaii white tote w/ free gifts.
Don't mind me, I'm just too impatient, not tolerant even for just 24 hours.
What's more they forgotten to pass me mine another set of gift. Hope I won't forget that when I go back later on. *AUNTIE*

Okay I have to sleep already.

Goodfriend will kill me if he sees this post & he will know the reason for why would I be late(maybe) for meeting him ;
*HE will slash me into bits to know that I'm still up at this hour! Help me!

Wait.

I got something to tell you.

No,

not you,

you.

YOU lah.

Lame, whatever.

-

No matter rain or shine, hardships or happy times.
We gone through it all.
So never worry that I'm gonna abandon you.

I don't mind eating porridge together with you everyday, (as long as there's spicy pork dices)
or eating plain bread, (minimum with tasty jam)
:B

Need not think so much okay?
Having money doesn't mean having happiness.
Having no time to yourself doesn't mean your life is being lived to the fullest.
You get what I mean?

Don't care about what people has to think about you, speak up for yourself.
Stand upright and prove them wrong.
If they don't know how great you are, at least I do.
No one trust you, I do.

I love you. :)
Don't wanna see you all worn out and getting sick all the time.
I want you to be healthy, not wealthy.

Health is the most priceless asset other than love yo!
People get this right okay!

P.S. I want Him, Sheena, Jinteck & few more whom means more than just friends to me to be happy &healthy through this whole year. :(

2010-01-09T23:49:00.002+08:00

Shiseido newly launched brightening serum.
$156 just for skincare freaks' information, & if you get it now, you'll receive lots of complimentary stuffs. (TANGS Orchard)

Clinique newly launched moisturizer to decelerate aging.
For people whom received the mailer like I did, it'll be $120 for each day & night formulas (50ml).
Not sure about usual price though.

P.S. If you purchase over $160 worth of Clinique products, you will receive a complimentary 8-piece gift set.
(Only at TANGS Orchard or VivoCity)
Tangs Fashion Lifestyle Cardmembers receive additional special gift --- New Product : Lash Power Volumizing Mascara in Black Onyx 2.5ml

2010-01-08T22:05:00.004+08:00

: Please ignore the date prints, something wired with my cam.

Yesterday went to return my uniform to OGPP with him accompanying me.
I did not really like working there so I quickly left after leaving the items with cashier.

Walked around People's Park.
Got him a new perfume, the most common one which guys use - Eternity.
He actually wanted Starwalker by MontBlanc,
I got no idea why he chose Eternity thereafter. Indecisive :/

Persuading him to let me get something for him was super mouth-drying can.
In the end I lied that it's his advanced Valentine's gift!

I bought an OL dress & bathing sea salt, which I got a free mask in exchange (haha).
Nothing much else attracted me :(

Trained to Bugis aftermath.

Dined @ food court, again my "favourite" Curry Chicken Cutlet Rice.
Soon I will get sick of that I believe.

Right after he finished his food I had us get our butts off the chairs and went to continue
shopping!
Headed to street for my budgeted trip -.-
But never mind because laces make my day!

: Overall loots for the day (due to boredom I colored the surroundings~)

I'm going for rebonding this sunday. E-X-C-I-T-E-D.
Been a year since I last did something for my hair!

P.S. 5KG more to go before I slim back to my past weight! GAMBATEH! <3

2010-01-06T19:44:00.005+08:00

I give up.

He does not care if I die, if I weep, if I'm hurt.

My heart aches so badly that
I wanna leave this world.
Nobody would ever understand, how painful I feel.

Tomorrow I will just call the agent goodfriend recommended,
focus on career then go for my courses.

Everything will go well for me just then :)

P.S. Our last dance.

2010-01-04T17:00:00.003+08:00

I wonder how hideous humans really are.......................................

Friends.
They can be caring, gentle, everything nice while in front of you.
Who knows how they're like behind?
We might have been stabbed many times without even knowing it.

Boyfriend/Girlfriend.
Says they love you, but do they really do?
Sometimes when they avoid your calls & texts, what are they busy with?
Bedding with another party?

This is just a random thought of mine.

Okay but this is not.

My friends, they are very nice to me when face-to-face.
But while with another bunch of friends,
they tend to act "big",
talk like gangsters,
behaving like they were just discharged from Institute of Mental Health.

Why? I don't understand these people.
Crazy, this is not about just 1 or 2 person, it's more than all my fingers can count together.

Even my guy.
Despite him saying that how hard it'll be for him to live on without me,
how much he love me, how devoted he is...
He also stabbed me before?
I'm not talking without evidence.
I heard it with my own ears, how cruel.

& for me.
It's like no matter how harsh I scold him,
I still shield him without hesitant.

Humans - creation of God.
Then why are we not God-like?

Forgive, forget, love.
These 3 words doesn't seems to exist in our world.

2010-01-01T17:44:00.010+08:00

A very Happy New Year

my dears! :D

Yesterday my mood wasn't really that good.
For both he & me got said by someone we respected,
over NO PARTICULAR REASONS.

Well no point elaborating, it's the past anyway.
Let's hope no more such cases in the future for I will only tolerate it once.

Back to how we celebrated.

Brought granny to visit m. grandpa.
Sat for a while, we had to go,
it was 830pm by then & I wanted to shop!?
Markdown sales everywhere please!
Last day already but I haven't even went to shop yet?
But then we were delayed due to some reasons -.-
We were both fucking pissed off already and yet, what's more, when we reached, the shops were just closing.
Right in front of our eyes.

Totally drained out of excitement for the New Year's Eve.

Then never mind,
walked towards Cineleisure & dined @ Koufu as we had to find a place to goble up the Hokkien Mee we were holding onto from Hougang all the way to Orchard.

After dinner, walked about Cineleisure, went to a very different nearby 7-Eleven from my impression which had plentiful of chairs & tables placed outside for customers to chill.
Bought sour sweets lol~
The thought of those stuffs are making me swallow my salivia now.

Trained to Clarke Quay for Singapore River.
Little did I remember that there'll be an "ant"ful of people there because of the fireworks!
Damn.

But, it's alright since we got to see the fireworks (a little).
Most of it was blocked by a high building around Boat Quaye already~

When the fireworks were on air, he kissed me & said "I love you".
That very moment, I was glad I'm breathing & by his side. :P
May be sound very common to you guys la, but c'mon you won't understand this feeling one lahhhhhhhhhhh!

Another thing.
I hate foam sprays!

A bunch of monkeys whom were playing around with bottles of those coincidentally walked pass us & I became one of the victims.
Fuck them for my top was stained! KNN!

Look @ the 6th picture! I wonder did Esprit even gave him any commissions for doing that? -.-

P.S./ The most simple New Year Eve I had, but also the most contented one.

Dogs who are jealous of how sweet we are, stop poking your damn noses into our affairs. Get the facts right and think of who you are before you come and make a fool of yourself.
I love him, & only him.
I'm not afraid to admit that the others in the past are just all an act, since I know from start they are unable to become good boyfriends, why should I put in real feelings?

2009-12-31T11:45:00.003+08:00

29th December 2009 :

Rushed in preparation & headed to CGH alone to visit my very dear grandpa.
Mum reached even later than me! LOL
Kept listening to grandpa stories :S joke about this & that until never notice the time~
Which resulted in me meeting lessy late.

Lucky I was only late for like bit more than 10 minutes, thus she didn't seem too unhappy la :)

Had dinner @ Pastamania.
Afterwards we then realise something.
ALL THE SHOPS HAVE CLOSED!

We both agreed that we should have shopped first then eat.
Her : "I scared you shop halfway faint then I don't know what to do ma!"
Am I so weak or not!?

So speechlessly, we went to Starbucks.
Purchased drink & my cheesecakes! *Jumping around happily*
Sat for not even 10minutes, we kena chased out cos' they were closing!
WTH first time kena this in Starbucks? Yucks.

So we moved house to Mcdonalds :3
After awhile lessy's mum came to fetch her, & also kind-heartedly sent me home~
Arigatougozaimasu!
Then I was damn paiseh while in the car la, then damn lessy kept smiling at my shyness.
How bad can she be? :(

Met my idiot upon reaching Hougang.
Accompanied him for his champion meal -.-
Then unlucky us bumped into someone very very very disgusting...
...
...
...
Made my appetite dropped...
...
...
...
ROBIN NAI.

30th December 2009 :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEILING. :)

To Town with
bakehmono(don't know how to spell la!)

We spent 2 hours standing at one of the corner in 313 like a pair of idiots... Thanks to his non-communicative character & my non-stop naggings~
But in the end, I wasn't the one who fell, if you get what I meant.
I'm really very tired of this y' know, almost mentally breaking down already.

I need a guy whom is more mature.
Someone whom apologises when he knows he did something wrong & not find a ton of excuses to pile up on me ;
think fast enough to understand my concern ;
react quick enough to prevent me from getting hurt.

Can you do that?
I don't know how many times you promised me to be a better guy, but all those are only white lies! I don't need them!
Nobody knows how painful am I feeling, nor do they know how exhausted am I.............................

Why are there so many typical Singaporeans?!
I feel disgusted to think that I'm one of their country-mates!

Someone please throw your heels right at his dick!
Piss me off!
His not only inconsiderate but also pervertic, don't ask why!

THANK ME FOR ADVERTISING YOUR FACE F.O.C

Okay enough bullshits for you.

2009-12-27T22:12:00.002+08:00

Watched Avatar on Xmas' Eve
and
Alvin & The Chipmunks The Squeakquel yesterday.

Great movies, especially happy getting to see Theodore!
4.8/5 for Avatar then 4/5 for Chipmunks.
I'm like continuously staying out late again nowadays thanks to late night movies :0

I'm very worried & sad, I don't know who to turn to.
My maternal grandpa is being observed in the hospital,
while I cannot do anything to help.
Hopelessly waiting for him to be discharged...

I know people age & get all sorts of illness over time.
But seeing him having a needle attached to his hand, I really feel the pain.
Did not really wanna leave the hospital...

Anyway, I will try to be strong cos' I know my grandpa has a much longer way to go still for he's a good person! :D
God oh God let him recover quickly okay!

Lastly,
I'm thankful for having you by my side throughout difficult times.
Love you more & more for you take my grandpa as your own <3

2009-12-24T15:38:00.003+08:00

Guess lovers get ready to have an enjoyable spree tomorrow on Xmas' Day!!!

Resigned! :)

Plenty of job opportunities lying around, but only a few that I'm interested in.
Lazy to look for agents too.
Oh my I'm hopeless, don't need you to tell me about this.
I know because my savings is drained yet I don't care!
I'm just anxiously waiting for my payouts from Eben-Haezer & OG! :(

Don't wish to go out & celebrate Xmas' Eve.
Every year is the same, really!
The only difference is the activity & location -.-

I can't go drinking with Him too!
For I'll be the one taking care of Him in the end lol.
So tell me what else can I do!!!~~
I guess I'll just be rotting @ home with Him for this year~
No life :(

& there's another thing!
Skincare, fragrance, makeup~
Wanna slap myself so much!
No money already still spend spend spend, starve die myself!
Bank has so little little funds left :(

Know lah know lah, (You) cannot stand me right!
No choice lorrrrrr who ask you choose to be with me~~

Lastly, Merry Xmas' Eve to all!

2009-12-19T23:13:00.003+08:00

I have to make myself pass this very test of my life.
Got to stop living in the past & start a new chapter ;)

I only realise I'm the substitute for his loneliness.
His need when he has nobody.

Now that he has deleted the word "loneliness" in his dictionary, he deleted me ;
he has friends now, he forgotten me ;
he found support from some other places, he need mine no more.

To return him his justice, I'll be starting a long long long long long story now.
Bear with me. For I don't wanna be accused of someone who pushes ALL the blame onto him for this outcome.

Like about 4 years ago...

I knew this guy.
Without even taking the effort to know each other better, we got together.

In the beginning, everything was like puppy love.
Span of less than two months, they broke up for the first time.

But then on Xmas' Eve, this guy asked his friend to call me out,
saying no other intentions, just to celebrate Xmas together.
But the guy asked me to get back with him, face to face, I did not have the courage to reject, & so y' know.

That guy treated me very coldly although he was the one who wanted to be together.
His friends were always placed in front of mine priority.
I did not have a say in it, I could only keep quiet & stick to him like a dog. Yes, a dog which was mute.

Slowly, this puppy love developed into a serious relationship.
Like any other couples, we argued, we fought, we lived together.

He started to hit me, strangle me, kick me, anything you could never have imagined of.
I tolerated all that for the first few months but slowly I cannot hold myself back anymore & I retaliated.
Things eventually got worst of course, with the two of us hitting back at one another.
But we always make things up after a while.

BUT.
His family are a bunch of people who thinks that they have too much time, & always try to step on my tail.
I did not want to be calculative with them because I don't want this guy to get sandwiched.

After living together for a period of time, we argued on a daily basis.
Only stopped fighting after being together for two years.

For I-forgot-what reason, he promised me he will stop hitting me.
On the other hand, I became more brutal to him.
I wouldn't deny that it's because of the hatred in me towards him.

His not bad himself too.
He always liked to scold me prostitute, cheap, slut, bitch, anything vulgar, during this period of time.
How maligned am I?!
This led to more & more often slapping of his face, but he wouldn't get it, how hurt I was by all that words.

Then he went to NS so we both moved back to our own homes.
I promised to wait for him IF I could.

Yes I broke my promise.
I betrayed him.

But he did a grave mistake by consuming Dettol.
Just because I did not want to carry on the relationship with someone I betrayed.
I did not want to remember the guilt.

& by consuming Dettol, he worsened the relationship between his family & me.
They did not thought that they are partly at fault too by not showing enough concern for him.
Okay never mind.
I swallowed my pride & bear all the consequences.

After he was discharged from the hospital, we patched, again.
This time round, he started to become very sweet towards me.
Although making me more guilty,
I felt very blessed for being with him.

But over time, he changed back to the guy whom I hated.
I of course broke up with him like he broke his promise.

He waited faithfully for a period of six months before our most recent official patch.
Still, I hit him sometimes when I'm really pissed off,
scolds him dog, bastard, whatever nasty words you could think of.

Do you think my heart doesn't ache when I do all these?
It does of course.
But I can't control my temper whenever he incurs my wraith, for he should be the one who will be the most understanding towards me.

& the fact that he always say & not do things all the times.
Making me so disappointed.
Teach me, how could I have stopped myself from going crazy on him?

P.S./ All the concerns he lack from his family, he demands it from me. His family did nothing about it when I tried to ask them to care about him more too. What the fuck is wrong with this whole family.

After saying so much, the main point of it is to let you guys know everything (well, almost) about our relationship.
As he blamed me this morning I did him injustice, letting you people have the wrong impression of him?! Whatever!

I said I'm a substitute for his friends & a cover for his loneliness,
it's all because that...
Whenever I cannot stand him anymore, he will do anything, even if it means to make himself look cunning, to get me back.
Now that he got what he always wanted - F-R-I-E-N-D-S,
he started to become very proud now.

Not trying to make him look bad, but it's true.
This guy now, to me, he is the worst of all.
I hate myself for having loved him, even more than ever.

2009-12-17T02:04:00.002+08:00

Seee what's the time already! UH HUH HUHHHHHHHH!
2am & I'm still here! HI! :/

That stupid hpy of mine is fucking entertaining me la dey.
Simi ruan gu gong,
draw car on paper,
then make herself fit into the car drew on the paper & fetch me off from work. HAHA.
Sibeh fucktard la her cannot tahan!

I tell her drive Ferrari come fetch me she wanna use paper car.
*A million of crows flew-by~~~*

Today I went for 30 minutes shopping break during work.
Luckily is 30 minutes nia if not I can't imagine how much I'd have spent then.

Got mum Estee Lauder's & Elizabeth Arden's lipsticks.
E.Arden's auntie so disturb, but very nice :)
She gave me a sample of full sized lipstick, saying because I xiao meimei! WTF?
:( Ya la I youngest there but not xiao meimei rightttttttt.

What was my reward of the day?
Shiseido Face Creator 3D blusher Nuance Pink & Makeup Base UV!
Blusher is as a gift from mommy.
Makeup base is gift to myself to pamper my skin!

Okay la although a few items only right, cost a bomb.
Luckily I had staff discount. :P
Very big thankyou to Yvonne for lending me her punchcard!

Working @ this outlet is getting more & more enjoyable anyway.

Wa wtf I come blog awhile that girl run to dreamland play with sheeps already.

Okay la
that's all I have to crap! Gnights!

P.S./ I'm kinda used to not facing you, but memories flashbacks hurt me in some way or another.

2009-12-15T17:12:00.003+08:00

On & off sickness.

Was actually meeting Vivien for dinner & catch-up today since it's my off day.
But sadly, fever came knocking on my doorstep.
So I could only stay at home helpless & speechlessly. :(

I hate it man.
My off day for this week is spent just like this.

Tomorrow I still gotta work full shift.
I seriously feel like slapping the outlet.
I wanna go back to Albert outlet.

I get sick so often due to irregular meals & long hours of working.
They really are inhumane.

Honestly.
Yes I hate working, & I'm indeed lazy for work.
But I got no choice...

If I don't work,
people will think I'm someone who will only reach my palms out to my family & ask for money,
when I DO NOT do this at all?????!

I really hate those people who think they're oh-so-smart & think they know me this much.
Little do people know from the age of 14 I started to fend for my own needs, my family only support my meals.
The money's not even enough for 30 x 3 meals.
Only until about when I was 16 when Jonathan worked, then my burden lessened.

Why are some people so irritating?
Even some friends of mine too.
Always thinking my life is easier than them.
They don't even know what kind of problems I face every now & then!

Relationship, family, friends.
These three words are enough to make me fall.

Let me tell you now :
Not having financial problems does not mean not having difficulties living,
there were many times where I felt like dying.
Get it bitches?!

Those who are always get on my nerves, stop it from right now.
You're making yourself look like a pathetic fool.
I'm not keeping quiet because I agree with you, but because I find you amusing. :D

I admit I'm blessed, more than average people are.
But do this mean that I should swallow mine pride & listen to your shits?!
FUCKING HELL NO.
Go get toilet roll & fuck it until you bled okay losers.
Oops I almost forgotten that maybe your dick is not even big enough for that.

Yeah I'm satisfied with the scoldings for now!
:)

2009-12-12T16:45:00.004+08:00

Had some spare time for this @ home before don't know which day of work.
So yeah you see... ...

Boy, you know how much times you broke my heart & belief.
Yet I can't bear to leave you alone getting lost.
But don't make use of my soft-hearted personality please.
You're being cruel enough now.

Vibrant colors suits me more,
but I prefer loving dark colors!

My steals during off day! :D

9th December' 09 - Wednesday }

Yes yes off day, finally ley!!~
I went to Plaza Singapura to just anyhow shop around.
Intended to only window-shop.

Who would know that...
I spent over 1zerozero bucks there.
Totally not good at all :(
My plan of ~~saving up money~~ is ALWAYS spoil by having the urge for retail therapy!

This day sucked to the max.

I was thinking of returning to Hougang without using my Nets.
I failed. -.-

Thought of getting something for maternal grandpa.
I failed, couldn't find anything that is suitable for people with diabetes.

Wanted to get something nice from Beard Papa for mom.
I failed. Everything was all sold-out except for an eclair & cheesecakes! Dangs!?

Returned to Hougang with an all-gone-mood (don't know what the fuck I'm saying too).
I only know I keep spending & spending, my savings are draining...

BUT. Seeing maternal grandpa did brighten up my day a little!
I know I'm being not filial for visiting only once a few months, I can't overcome my laziness la gotta understand me!
At least, I went over the moment I got my first off day :3
This shows my sincerity lalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~

Left @ about 11pm due to work the next day,
& grandpa gotta sleep already too.
HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE IN BED BY 1030PM!
AND I know if I don't leave he won't sleep! ♥

Oh yes, why am I here right now?
Because I went to get MC, if I continue to work like nobody's business I'm going to fall soon!
The MC was made from gold I guess.
47$ for a piece of shit & some shitty medicine. Lol.

But tomorrow I'm regaining duty already, fuck it.
I don't really feel like going y' know.

Dad's constantly encouraging me to quit (LOL?).
Mom's saying tolerate for a bit as I gain experience from this,
then wait for better opportunity.
He's telling me to quit if I'm suffering,
but also advising me to stay if I want to leave a good impression.

HOW CONTRADICTING CAN THIS GET, such a small little matter became something big and almost equivalent to a minor court case haha!

K la I wanna get back to Country Story for now.
Been very long since I get to sit down peacefully & Facebook.

Gbye! :)
Loves, xo.

2009-12-09T14:59:00.002+08:00

Sian. ):

Transferring to PP outlet after my off today!
Byebye OG Albert, okay WTH~

Got my uniform & look super funny in it.
Simply does not look like me.
Looked like some well-mannered girl or something HAHA.

But working at far places is really tiring, seriously!
I didn't even have time to go think about putting masks & those craps.
SHIT right. But nvm I like, if not I will spend tons of time to vain lol.

I wanna go get prepared already! :D
Pictures to be uploaded when I GOT THE MOOD hahahahaha.

P.S./ My love is of the same depth even though there were times where drought occurred.
You're the only one to make me mad.

Heart aches :(

2009-12-05T06:49:00.007+08:00

Boy, honestly I do not wish to see you struggling, trying to balance everything.
I know you're exhausted from all these, I can see that.

I want a good life, yes.
But start working it out after you ORD not now.

Heart aches to see you always out of energy,
& also know that we have less than 20 hours per week for each other already.
I rather starve than to let you collapse. ARGH.

...

Working morning shift later & here I am still!
Dreamland does not want to give me the entrance ticket today. :(

What a torture to get tired out,
have your bed beside,
but you cannot fall asleep.

Countdown to Xmas :

20 days! ;)

Time to think what should I request for! Hahahaha

P.S./ Ultimate typical Singaporean = I almost got lost walking around Little Indian!

2009-12-03T20:38:00.002+08:00

Not a wink of sleep since the last 2x hours.

But ya lah, I know some of you more power than me,
totally one whole week partying without resting..
CRAZY.
The most my body can go is 7x hours, :(

Jeslyn was being lazy today!
She anyhow applied her BB cream, anyhow drew her two eye-lines, anyhow blushed her cheeks.
& anyhow went outside to meet up with HPY.

Anyhow her small princess did not tag along, as there's hpy dad taking care of her.
Bought Lakerol & boarded 147.

Interview a success~ ^^ starting work from tomorrow onwards.
No no, don't make any guesses,
for only 3 people know where I'll be working.

Girlf says she wanna join me,
while lazy hpy whom accompanied me wanted to slack.

Shopped about Street & Junction, bought stuffs I need for work whilst looking out for any available jobs that interest hpy.
But NOTHING at all she want? So hard to please!#$%^&(*

Nevertheless,
hereby showing my gratitude to her for accompanying me.
I love her & she knows it so she loves me too I know! End!

2009-12-01T13:47:00.002+08:00

Won't you have some mercy, I need you to let go, that's all.
I'm not happy being with you.
Not a bit.
People see me as a bad evil girlfriend who tortures you now & then.
My care is nuisance to you, & also in other people's eyes.
Worries about you brings bad impression of myself to people.

I'm strong in front of others,
but when you're around, I can't control my tears.
My intelligence becomes of a small child's when you are with me.
I don't want anything like this.
I know I'm not THIS weak, I can do it.

Enough said.
I want back my lifestyle. Not YOU.
I don't need any guys to live.
Stop bugging me to stay, for you make yourself look no better than a pest.

I've initiated breakup, very clearly & loudly.
So get a life.
Unless you wanna look like a loser, once again.

( Idk where the heck am I looking.(: )

2009-11-28T03:16:00.003+08:00

I've been consuming Inner Shine Prune Essence.
Have you? :)

I'm more & more health conscious,
I try almost anything that can benefit my body!

Another thing is that...
My house is spending lots of money on Yakult ; Vitagen & Brands!
LOL we restock them almost every 5 days -.-

We went to Plaza Singapura, then Bugis during yesterday's PH~
Yes, boring day for us once again!
BUT I'm super happy, for I returned them their uniform! PEACE!
Seeing that uniform makes my blood boil la!

Lunch @ Just Acia, I think we're not going to go back anymore.
Very bad service. (N)
Walked about in PS & headed down to Bugis.

First thing was to Street.
Browsed around, not even a nice lacy item in sight at all! :(
I stopped Him from getting a blazer.
He hate the warm weather enough already, always complaining,
& wanna make himself more frustrated.
Siao?
I'll be the one suffering from all his grumblings!

Muji (BHG).
We kaypo-ed about all sorts of cute stuffs there.
Bought myself a rectangular slice of cheesecake,
and Maple Essence hotcakes for him.

"I super cannot resist his child-like appetite & temper lor!
Okay, sorry I'm being random!"

We saw a petite sofa which seemed to be able to convert into a bed.
He wants to get it! LOL!
Reason, he always fall asleep when doing nothing, mostly while sitting! @.@

Requested for OCK Curry Puff.
- Got it! -
Beard Papa snacks.
- Got it! -

Then my naughty mouth itched for Omelette Rice,
so understanding Hubby brought me to the food court & got it for me :)
But didn't really enjoyed it, too little gravy for me!@#$%^&

He enjoyed the Coronet I got for him though.
Envious - what the fuck I talking? Lol.

Watsons '
Deciding to get Dr. Jart Black Label BB Cream, then thought of the two BB I bought from Inspired Beauty.
They're not at the least used at all for God's sake.

Anybody wanna buy it from me?
Shills 6-in-1 BB cream, Shills Perfect Brightening BB cream.
Letting go @ $16 ea since I don't find the need for it.
I bought them at $18 ea for your information :)

Over to TFS '
Got a pair of short eyelashes to try out.
I hate long falsies now, don't ask why for I don't know the reason too!
Oh yes. & a bottle of Jeju Orange Facial Mist.
Hope it works out for me.
My sensitive skin always looks tired & aged after having makeup on for few hours,
unless I remove them (which is totally impossible for me to do that in public!?)

Time for us to go home.
BUT I SO DON'T WANNA TO,
thus I dragged him here & there, trying to delay more time. LOL :D
He cannot stand me, that's what he was implying to me at that time.
You* think I don't know? CHEH.

Cannot tahan then go for another girl lor, I don't mind! LOL!
Bet You* don't dare too! Tio castrated then know!

P.S./ Finally going to SSDC to enrol for BTT.
& I just knew about the 2 months' in-between waiting time from Ant. SHIT, zao zhi dao don't drag until now!
(Ya lah, zao zhi dao wo jiu tio 4D liao lo.............................................)

2009-11-25T15:28:00.003+08:00

Hello Eben-Haezer,
I never kao peh kao bu that your action is a form of cheat yet you come ask for more?!

Schedule out already thus I have to continue my duties?
Why not you go fuck yourself? :)
You think I, Jeslyn, care for such things?
I've already notified you 2 days' in advance for you those slowpokes to look for someone to cover mine.

You think lim bu ah hai ah?
FRIDAY PH, NO DOUBLE PAY, YET WANT ME TO HELP ALTHOUGH I RESIGNED.
What shit is this?

Nabeh. If not because your beloved Jackie keep calling, I then don't care okay!
People sleeping, keep call call call. Never tio fuck before not happy right.
Knn, the 12hours that I'll be helping you, just take it that I'm kind hearted la IDIOTS!

Please ley, $3.5/h & you want me to work like a fucking dog?
I'm not so hard up!?
$3.5/h why not I give it to you?!

I was sick for quite a few times, yet I couldn't take off.
Talked like as if I'm a full-time already, & nagged about mine that-ever-once-off?!

From the start, you as the boss, should have stated clearly.
That the first 3 months' pay is the same as part-timers! Don't come act cute with me!

P.S./For those who considered coming into the same company as me,
THINK TWICE :)

They're a bunch of fucked ups.
Go ahead & try if you dont believe me!

2009-11-23T13:18:00.002+08:00

BOO YAH! :D

Start of the day see stupid picture, my apologise!

Okay,
last Saturday we went over to Town again after I ended work.
To get the wallet which I didn't manage to buy.

Visited a few stores.
Burberry ; LV ; Coach @ Takashimaya.
His response : "Neh, ugly." -.-

So crossed the streets to Paragon~
Entered Coach, and woah?
Something caught His eyes, but not mine. :S
After a hard decision-making, I decided to get what I wanted.
& I guess the assistant there was thinking "Finally!",
just like what Hubby said! LOL.
I took a really long time, about 10minutes staring & comparing two wallets?
Yes, machiam baka des!

The pretty packaging done by the staffs there. Excellent service I must say :)

Presenting to you, my newest loves! :D

Okay. That's all to my short update. Tata.
P.S./ Quitting current job in few days' time, YAYYYYYY!

2009-11-16T13:37:00.002+08:00

Shaggeddddddddddddd ):

Knocked off from work at 5pm, went home to prepare & sorts.
Headed to Town only at 7.30pm. (All thanks to slowpoke Him)

Walked over to Isetan, then to DFS ; Paragon.
Unfortunately, Paragon closed. T_T
(Not forgetting that I bumped into Jiayi whilst busy walking around like mad. -.-)
So went to Cineleisure, Pasta Mania for dinner & went up to cinema see movie listings.

Earliest show next was 12am when it was just 10pm then. LOL.
Gave up the idea of watching movie.
Walked back towards to DFS as I decided to just anyhow get a wallet.
CLOSED.

*Claps* How "comfortable" was my feet then!

Wanted to relax over at Starbucks, He insisted on going Mcdonalds for his coffee.
):
But ya la, he bought me a Apple Cheesecake takeaway.
Not as nice as expected though!
Laogong laogong I don't care, must bring me to Tampines1 for the cheeseyyyyy restaurant sometime soon okay! :D

In time for the last train @ Orchard. How lucky lol.
Cabbed home from Hougang Station
& home sweet home. (I ain't lazy, it was my feet which was killing me!)

He patted me to sleep, & of course he went home?
Because? Campppppppp, stupid fucking camp to go in the morning~

After doing a bit of calculations, full-timer gets $5/h if excluding incentives.
Haiya the incentives also can't be much what LOL.
So unless I get another lobang more than this amount then I hop, if not, WAIT LONGLONG.

But maybe...
I will be quitting after I get my pay.
:S I just hate to work!
YES, I'M SPOILT BY HIM, THEN? None of your problems! :D

I want complain about Wendy Lim here!

She ah! Pull me into the same job as hers, yet she keep taking off off off!
WENDY, FUCK YOU! :(
You make me feel so fucking lonely! :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

2009-11-12T14:37:00.003+08:00

YAY. Today & tomorrow off.

Like fucking finally I get to have a decent rest. -.-

Got back my camera from mom after she came back from her Phuket trip,
& she passed me two lip-gloss & a perfume.
1 of the lip-gloss & the perfume was bought at Changi Airport Terminal LOLWTF.
Only the other lip-gloss was from Phuket, in Beli currency :0
Phuket = Beli? SORRY LA I NEVER WENT BEFORE.
( I thought of One Piece the moment I saw Beli zzz~ )

My Coach Signature With Lurex Garnet 13916 has finally arrived!!
Receiving it tomorrow, yay-ness.

After I started working, I'm ever so lazy to do anything.
Yes, ANYTHING that is.
Some of the people whom got to knew where I'm working were very curious & kept asking, "why you work there?"
Lol, people people, look. I'm just killing time.
Doesn't matter where I work okay :D

& for those who knows already, please fucking zip your mouth~
I don't like people come disturbing me when I'm at work lol. ARIGATOUGOZAIMASU!

...
Was totally pissed off yesterday.

Mr. Edwin Seah, lemme tell you, I'm super disappointed in you.
Did you think that I will still be here for you to turn to?
I'm not a substitute.
I'm a living human with a beating heart, I've got feelings.
If like what you said, you've always treated me like your real sister, then why?

You chose the wrong friends, that's your problem.
I'm living very well now, & that's mine problem :)
Good-bye,
the guy whom used to be my best friend, my brother, whom I cherished so much.

On a last note :
You've changed, that's why all your true friends left.

Crazy hubby says he wanna get Tiffany &Co. ring for me, on next Valentine's.
I'm of course super touched by his intention,
but on the other hand...
If he gets that, how is he going to study after he ORD.......

P.S./ Dear you're the fucking sweetest to me, but at the same time fucking hot-tempered too.
I understand that nobody could be perfect. But please try to control yourself over it okay? :D I fucking love you ; fucking much.

Okay! Meeting HPY<3 & the 2 princesses soon!
- Gone -

2009-11-10T14:08:00.002+08:00

Mr.Lim,
damn you, fuck you, shit you, WHATEVER you la!

Why you always appear whenever I've set determination to let go!
You know this love is not this weak,
and so you appear as and when you like to waver my heart?

_l_

You better be a person with a nicer temper from now on!
Who knows when I really can't afford to tolerate you anymore, WTF

2009-11-08T20:12:00.003+08:00

For "your" information...
Quarrels only happen when both parties don't wanna give in to each other.
So meaning, both are at fault.

I don't understand why this kind of thing happen now & then.
I just wanted to be with you, happily.
And not argue on a daily basis... It's so hurtful.

Do you really think I'm this strong, to have come this far with you?
No, I'm struggling only because of the love I have for you!

But if you're certain about the decision you've made; to let it all go,
& you think I'll be happier this way,
I've got no comments on it.

I will numb myself like how I used to all these years.
For I believe without you, I can still live my life to the fullest. :)

All I need is time.

I've loved you with all my heart.
& I will continue loving you,
until the day my heart forgets to do so.

2009-11-04T12:52:00.003+08:00

HI ALL! :D
Supposedly I wouldn't be blogging now, but since my makeup base has not been set, why not?

2nd November 2009, Monday :

Okay, first day of work was a fucking tiring one.
To me I think it's kinda similar to been a slave already -.-
Don't ask me why.
Most prolly it's either because that I stopped working for too long, or it was really tiring.
Lol what am I saying?

Wendy came to accompany me for dinner during my break.
Such a sweetheart yeah. :)

Got some scratch marks while stocking up.
Gotta use to it I guess!

Then Hubby fetched me from work.
684 for Hokkien Mee ;
Home sweet home, I used lappy while He DS & TV.
Slept at 4 after He went home.

3rd November 2009, Tuesday :

2nd day, nothing different.
But 0.1% more slack now, which is like, YES NOT MUCH DIFFERENCE!

Hubby did the dinner job & fetching.
Dinner job? What is that?
A task to accompany Jeslyn to dinner! LOL zz~

This time, more & more scratch marks. :( Fuck it.
Got a scolding from Him. Rwffff.

P.S./ Those who sibeh sibeh curious what my job is, DON'T TELL YOU LEY! LOL.

Due pictures :

Shaky hands due to receiving too much tortures on the 1st day! :(

I wanna sleeeppppppp~

His new Beloved.

2009-11-03T11:04:00.001+08:00

If there's no trust between,
why bother hiring me.

2009-11-02T03:19:00.003+08:00

Gonna start working tomorrow.
Which means I'll have lesser time for Him,
and for the few little beloveds.

But well, at least I'm going to earn extra bucks for shopping.
Good thing for me. :D
(& also going to slim down from the standing) XD

I don't think any pictures will be posted for a period of time.
Camera's still with my dear MUMMY, and poor me can't go anywhere interesting without that.
We're very interested on going to the real human body exhibition!
I forgot what's it called, but doesn't matter anyway!

P.S./ I'm hooked on Miso soup... Also, I miss my maternal grandpa.
With loves.

2009-10-31T02:04:00.003+08:00

Every single little happiness adds up and

becomes memories in my heart.

And...

It gives me, WARMTH. :)

We went for dinner at Hg Mall. My Curry Chicken Tepanyaki again!
Loitered inside Starhub outlet for a very very long time but I still couldn't decide on which phone to sign for.
Thus I decided to push the decision-making to another day...

Bought Him a simple Esprit watch.
Thou it's not a very dear stuff or whatever,
I still hopes He'll cherish it because it was given by me.
And I'm glad he liked it. A lot. As shown on his face :D.
So I guess the bucks were definitely worth it!

Then we headed to Pepper Lunch as I thought that I would be able to have my Tuna Salad,
my only favourite item in Pepper Lunch.
Bah... Well? I think I've not been dropping by Pepper Lunch for too long already.
They only have Chicken Salad now ):

So we walked about aimlessly. LOL.
Had a small argument (as always)~ (but He knows how much I love Him)

Then finally towards the double-story Fair Price outside Hg Mall.

We bought many many rubbish!
Siew mai la... Mexican Chicken Drum la... Meiji Venuezuela Blend la... Sanrotsu Couque D'asses la... Walls' Lava ice cream la... Ice cream cone la... Apple flavored Vitagen row la... Miso Soup paste la...
I want to try that sake retailing there next! Boohoo!

:D HEAVEN, AM I IN HEAVEN~
Okay I'll stop being this crazy over nothing now.

P.S./ Pictures be posted up soon.

Just now when I make myself spend time with Him, without having anything on my mind,
it was really great.
It made me realise that, when someone you love is right beside you,
being anywhere; doing anything; is just fine! You'll feel happy all the same.

Money can't buy happiness.
I think I get it now.

The more days I spent growing up, the more I see clearly now.
I think... Yes, it's time for ME to get up on my feet now, and try to be independent, instead of relying on Him for every single matter!

2009-10-29T14:26:00.004+08:00

What have I been up to these days?
...
...
...

Been busy asking around for job lobangs recently.
Thank you to all whom've helped me :D,

BIG BIG HUGS FOR YOU!

Maybe when I'm left with no choice,
I'll go for interview at 7-Eleven...
NTUC~ (imagine!)
or Pasta Mania as Ant said they're hiring?

Seriously 90% of my past working experiences come from FNB.
I don't need any more of it.
& neither do I wanna work night-life...
I got lousy alcohol intake limit ●
Messy place ●
Infested with horny bastards ●

P.S./ someone teach me what to do.

My Idiot* lost his wallet. Wtf?
So he has to use a lok-kok plastic card-holder for a month until December before I get him a wallet. &it's not gonna be ~~Gucci~~ anymore.
I'm fucking fed-up with him, although I didn't say anything.
The wallet he lost was from me too ._.
I really didn't know that a 20 years-old could lose his wallet so easily.

He better not lose anything again, if not his money & all shall be guarded by me! ZZZ

By the way, I received my makeup brushes few days back! :D

2009-10-27T00:50:00.009+08:00

24th October 2009, Saturday :

Went for interview at T-Box Plaza Singapura.
*Thanks mushroom for the lobang*

I still don't really know if I got the job, it's on hold. Thou during the interview the person were so confident that they will employ me. LOL.

After the interview, we walked for a bit at Plaza Singapura & trained towards Bugis.

Headed to Street as I wanted to get new clothes. :D
Then to Iluma as He never stepped in it before hahahahahaha.
I got myself two new dresses, both in white~

One of it was only SGD19! Bargain bargain! (I feel like an auntie -.-)
And the other is originally SGD49.90 if you get it in Iluma's outlet, but I had it at SGD35 after bargaining @ Street. ;P

& we saw peppers @ Cold Storage.
I know I might sound very "mountain turtle", but it's the first time I ever seen them!
They look so alike kids' play toys alright!

Back to Hougang again at about 7pm+.
Ate my favourite Curry Chicken Tepanyaki @ food court & to His house.

He started Mapling, thus I took self shots since I got nothing to do :/
Dragged Him & Hello Kitty to accompany me in a few~

26th October 2009, Monday :

Went down to Ave8 to meet Sheena as I wanted to see her 2 baobei(s).
Left : Xinhui.
Right : Enen.

They are super duper cute la. Now I know why Sheena dotes on them so much & talks about them almost every time when we met.
But the younger one can be super anti-sociable at times ; then super amiable.
The older one is like the total opposite. She seems very independent for now although she's only 5 years-old!

Well to make it simple, I enjoyed spending time with my Hpy & the 2 cuties!!!
Prata then playground... But...
I had to go off to meet Ann so we only spent an hour together. :(

Finally reached AMK & met up with Ant Tan~

We had dinner @ Nebo (not sure if I got it correctly).
Her appetite was totally unbelievable la!
She ordered a set meal... Consisting of a main course, a drink, & an ice-cream.
It may not sound that scary, but you gotta see the sizes of the shares before you think that I'm wow-ing out of nothing la seriously!

Then, Koh Leyi finally came after we finished our dinner.
Then, we spent like 20 minutes in the restroom just to take pictures over & over.
Then, they were sibeh BUEY HOH with my phone's camera...
Then, they keep "Wait wait, I try I try, I don't believe I cannot take a good picture!"
Then, you can see the results below lor. -.-
P.S./ The lower column ones. Top two were by me thank you.

(HERE!)

So you can see... Many many blur dai toot pictures by the 2 of them. LOL!

(BY ME!)

(BY KOH LEYI!)

(ALL BY ME!)

I've got no full body pictures with Leyi because Ant keep taking her own sweet time to capture us. :0
Every time when she's done, it's either Leyi or me blinked already.
ANT AH~ FAIL LE LA CANNOT BE PHOTOGRAPHER! (LALALAA)

When we finally got ourselves out of the restroom, we walked about in the mall.
9pm+ Ant bid farewell to us :(

So it leaves the both of us.
We wandered about & coincidentally saw Aston's @ a coffeeshop. LOL Aston's Express, something like that.

Intended to have a share of mashed potato, that's all. But God doesn't want to grant me my wish.
They ran out of potatoes isit?! ZZZ~
Even Leyi's order was also finished. Lousy restaurant!

Then the staff treated her to their House Salad, I thought that guy was her friend man.
But it wasn't of course.
Like crazy? Skali it's because he wanted to hit on her. HAHA
Aftermaths, walked to Hub to get MOS for laogong.
Then she walked me to the bus-stop while waiting for her boyfriend to reach.

Next, Home sweet home!
(IN FACT, NOT SWEET AT ALL. IT'S NOT MY HOME)

2009-10-23T10:56:00.006+08:00

21st October 2009, Wednesday :

I bought Liese Bubble Hair Color (Marshmallow brown).
Although I heard bad feedback from Hpy, like uneven coloring, I still wanted to try it
because from the day it was introduced I wanted! ;P
DIY @ His house.
Then after my hair color was done, I cut away my "cover-eye" fringe. HAHA.

So in other words... I had a change of look, just a bit.
Surprisingly, it was just like what professional hairstylists always say, "different hairstyles bring out different features".

Liese Bubble Hair Color is recommended for those who don't wanna get their hair damaged in the process of dying. It moisturise too. :)

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...
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Guys are also freaking petty creatures! Don't ask why. GUYS GO REFLECT ON YOURSELVES THANKS.

22nd October 2009, Thursday :

Homed, and started to makeup.
Met Him & headed to 684 for Hokkien Mee and I almost saw someone whom I don't wanna bump into.
Well it's not important since we didn't. :D

Bus-ed to AMK. Walk about in the Hub searching for the ideal phone I wanna get.
Ended up,
I did not get my mobile plan done ; no new clothes bought home.

We caught "Pandorum". 4.5/5!
Fabulous storyline, great show, but too bad... 1/2 of a star missing due to TOO MUCH BLACK OUT SCENES. -.-
It's like you're watching the movie online at home when it happens.

NEXT I WANNA WATCH DARAH!

Yes~ Forgot to mention that I forced Him to catch Tony Tony Chopper's accessory for me!!!
Fucking cute colors, just like a babyyyyyyyyy~ last 1 some more!
*I love it much*
Although he got it at second attempt, but we see people trying the machine a few times but failed. *eyes open wide*
It's not that I'm sarcastic.
But even I also know how to catch them using that! :/

December's plan to be canceled~
All the resorts are fully booked except for Changi's. WTF I won't wanna imagine staying at Changi's chalets.
So I'm thinking of going over to Batam/KL for 1 or 2 night stay to relax with Him. Anyone? *talking to wall*

Other fucking narcissistic pictures to be found at Facebook, thank you LOL~

I miss them*, so much, that sometimes I broke down.

2009-10-20T16:02:00.002+08:00

Used S8300(click for specs) for sale.

Any interested parties? Quote me a price at the tagboard.
Bought it at SGD696 during MAY,
condition is good (no visible scratches). So please be reasonable.

- Full box, AND 2GB Micro SD (No SD adapter included).
- Remaining 7 months' warranty.

2009-10-20T13:46:00.003+08:00

19th October 2009, Monday :

Mall ~ Tampines ~ Mall ~ HOME! :D
Looks like a very short trip, but it took me 7 hours in total!

3.30pm I went down my block to meet up with Hpy.
Sorry for making you wait for an hour! Don't angry okay girl~ F2 for me~ Lol.
We bus-ed to Mall, sold F480.
*Finally got some cash for coming December's plan* ;)

Then on the bus... Started to drama cos'...
Y' KNOW IT'S BORING?!?
Drama drama til' I accidentally scratched her hand ):
Aftermath, we both took out our music devices and quietly listened to songs (sounds unbelievable for us).

Upon reaching Tampines Interchange, I had an urge for the washroom.
But y' know~ SOMEBODY SAW AN APPAREL SHOP HAVING BIG BIG SALES, SO SHE CHIONG INSIDE AND TOLD ME, "THERE, BESIDE GOT KOPITIAM'S TOILET, CAN GO CAN GO."
So I'm left speechless, and went myself. Only to notice the toilets were worst than Hg Ave8's coffeeshop's. -.-
No choice but to bear with it until that "good" friend of mine finished browsing the apparels then I could go for my washroom~ I don't know she's so auntie lor. Bleah.

After like finally I get to go to the washroom, we walked over Century Square to exchange my dress first (I got the wrong size).
Then we went for the Ice-cream Machine just located outside.
The gentlemanly machine politely accepted my $2 note & gave me my Chocolate flavoured sweet-thing. But he was damn rude towards Hpy. No matter how many times she/I try to insert her $2 note, it just won't take it. In the end, she has to change it into coins first before she can get her sweet-thing. ;P Guess this' her retribution for always bullying me!

We got ourselves snacks @ Yamakawa, then proceed on to explore Tampines 1 (for ME la, first time there la, CAN?!!).
Coincidentally bumped into Jinghui meimei (Jingjing) at the LG outlet, and had a short conversation til' I noticed Hpy face with the writing "I'm HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~" :S

But... Bad bad bad bad bad. Tampines 1's food court has no seats for us.
Thus we decided to head back to Hougang Mall.

Hubby came to meet us @ the food court in Mall.
I wanted to have my Curry Chicken Hotplate~ but it was SOLD OUT!!! FUCK!!!
So instead of that, I had Teriyaki Chicken Hotplate which He introduced to me.
*Ahem* I still prefer the curry one. T____________T

Did a little shopping after dinner, then home.
Saw Hwee Ling while waiting for the bus :)
The world is really such a small place (not to even mention Sg which is a little DOT on the globe).
Seeing her makes me miss the times when we used to hang out after lessons. Aww.

Somehow... I think I miss school a little. ):
Great friends I had, but also not forgetting ENEMIES.
Blaaaaaa~ KIDDING~!

P.S./ The more days I have passing through my life, the more I do not regret forsaking those not meant friendships. I'm happier now. :D

2009-10-16T08:50:00.003+08:00

NO PICTURES FOR NOW, STAY TUNED FOR REASON.
LOL it's actually easy to guess huh. :3

One of my eyelid was burning hot when I applied a bit of toner to it when I felt uncomfortable.
Imagine how long I took to apply my eyelashes. *Open eyes wildly*
The time I needed to prepare extended to 4 hours because of it. How honored. -.-
Was already 7.40pm plus by the time I left my house. LOL

Took 72 to Tampines, had the Subway He passed to me on it. :3
We shopped for awhile & I've got myself a few more collections to my room! (If you know what I mean.)
One of it is Shiseido Maquillage Eyes Creator (3D) VI376, I love it so very much!
Although what I wanted was YSL 5-Colors-In-1 Harmony in Plum... Not much of a difference in color between them I can say. Maquillage's even got primer. :)

Then we bus-ed to Pasir Ris Downtown East,
cabbed into Aloha Loyang aftermath to pass Jiayang his gift.

Was very very awkward at first. The three of us kept quiet for some time before we started a conversation. ZZZ~
Left aftermath as we didn't wanna go in, too many ah lian ah bengs HAHA ^_______^

We were very lucky, spotted a cab after we walked out for only a few minutes.
Then, back to his house... I found my ring! PHEW.

In exchange, I lost my MMC for real.
Damn angry at Him. How can He be so unconcious about the item I entrusted to Him!?!
He didn't realise that he lost it until I asked Him for it! WTF!
Although seeming sorry and guilty, He did not fucking apologize ): Only said will replace me one. Walao my files all inside please.

END. !@#$%^&*()

2009-10-15T16:08:00.002+08:00

I really hate people whom think they know me.
Yes, LIKE REAL. :0

It's so irritating... From time to time, one after another, I will find someone whom think they know me so damn well, lurking around my life.
Not to even mention cyber friends, they are the worst. (I'm referring only to those who pissed me off.)

LET ME MAKE MYSELF CLEAR HERE ALRIGHT.
For example, if I say I hate you, means I really really do.
If I said that I do not like eating vegetables, it must be.

I don't understand why some people wanna make themselves being hate by me.
Acting like they're my parents?
ARE YOU MY FATHER OR MY MOTHER. I DON'T THINK SO.

I hope those idiots see this okay.
Nobody truly understands me FOR YOUR INFORMATION. I'm the only one who does.
Not even my parents are able to, not even my soul-mate does.

I'M SO FREAKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!

My mobile contract signed by Him is ending soon. I'm signing another one, thus my number will be changed. For those whom really think that they will wanna contact me then get the new one from me. Otherwise don't. :)

I hate the weather throughout these few days.
Looking bad in shape, making me not wanting to go out. And also made me fall sick.
Thanks huh Mr. Cloud. -.- You're so GREAT.

Wanna say thanks to my great Hubby once again. He took great care of me.
(Always.) But... Just wanna let You know that I'm grateful for having you.

Lastly.
Happy birthday to Chew Jiayang. :D

2009-10-13T13:04:00.002+08:00

Anybody know where is Tea Dot? I have to get there later on. :/
Don't tell me it's at Iluma. God I know that, tell me which level is it and the position of it! Pretty please~

Hopefully there will be time for my shopping too!!!!!!
*looks at hubby*

Anyway, anyhow, I lost 1kg last week.
My appetite has gone back to it's usual now, I only eat like the share of a small girl will.
Everytime I get back with Him, my appetite is sure to go haywired.
STOP FEEDING ME OKAYYYYY! You pig doesn't mean I have to be one too ;P

Swim, swim, jog, jog.
Who wanna go swimming or jogging! PM ME, so far not good, nobody healthy coming to my blog!
Whatever. :0

I still don't have the mood to work HOHO. Luckily I'm not a guy, if not I'd be labelled.
Okay okay I know... I'm abusing the privilege of being a girl D: Nvm as long as He's willing to let me be! Bleai.
The problem now is, so how are we going to Holiday in December. HAHA.

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11th October 2009, Sunday :

I've somehow decided to use eyelashes less often.
Hubby got me Freshkon Alluring Eyes (BLK) that night :D am using it now.

Initially we planned to heng over to Town for shopping & movie, but I woke up too late...
By the time we met it was 8.45pm already. SAD.

Thus we only had stingray at 684 and headed to Hougang Plaza.
He totally managed to persuade me into going Lan, with his "very sad" look. -.-
I quit my gaming life man! There's nothing for me to do at Lan at all!

I Facebook-ed, Audition-ed for a bit, I even Viwawa-ed. Oh, not forgetting that I even went into Country Story LOL.
Can you see how bored I was?!~
After like about an hour, I cannot stand it anymore and pulled him off to walk around Hougang with me HAHAHAHAHA

2009-10-11T03:53:00.003+08:00

I've been online shopping these few days.
Saw a lot of Grade AAA Designer bags, -.-
And and and...

I've even saw a one that was a blog-shop & it's owner was saying,
"Can people see through the difference between fake and authentic, NO! So it's better that we save and carry AAA grades right? YES!"
Lol it's very easy to catch one...? By the codes and the quality, trimming, bla-bla, let's hope that the girl won't get caught for any of it then.

Am waiting for my makeup brushes to be shipped here right now...
Then for my BB creams...
NO MORE! See, I'm not an impulse shopper. :D

P.S./ Be glad my dear JLGH! Wahahah!

And so... Let's get back on to my life.
We went to AMK for the movie, "Phobia 2"

Give it, 3/5. Why?
- Phobia 1 was a superb thriller, so I expect more out of Phobia 2. But it wasn't as good as the first one. But this very movie had some sense of humor, a good laugh, not bad after all.

Hubby's face that day was utterly shagged.
All thanks to the Eversoft facial foam he bought, first use already dried out his skin moisture level like fuck. DON'T EVER USE IT IF YOU GOT DRY SKIN, UP TO YOU TO TRUST ME OR NOT~
Thus I bought Kitoko Kalani Facial Foam & Moisturiser for him. Results : visibly fair, suitable for sensitive skin.

Also got myself ZA's Groovy Smoovy (Oil Blotting Powder), trying it out now.
First time usage was a good one, commendable for it's able level of blending. :D

This month's NS men pay were dragged.
Anyone affected? I guess... LOADS! Lol! Furthermore, it happened on a Saturday lmao.
Fret not, check your accounts now, it's in ~!~!

2009-10-05T02:28:00.006+08:00

Due update :

Went out with hubby last week...
Let me see, think it was last tuesday. :]

Been very long since we went out during midnight, the last time for me was like at least 5 months ago? LOL.
We went pool-ing at Hougang Plaza.
It was worst than a beginner haha, explains how long we've not been in touch.
(I was bad to begin with).

3rd October 2009, Saturday :

Met my mom @ Hougang MRT Station and off to Bugis.
Had lunch aka. breakfast first at food court, I had my favourite Chicken Set with curry gravy. Yum :D

As you can see, I look damn fat in that outfit above. IDK WHY! I cannot wear high-collars I guess :/ What a shame.. T______T

Then hubby came over to join us later.
Bought 3 bras and 2 strings... The strings were cheap, $11.90 each while the bras' prices were just sort of reasonable?
$39.90 was the lowest priced and $64.90 was the most dear I chose.

Mom left with Brandon for JB and we continued walking around...
My itchy heart caused me to buy a new pair of heels while browsing Charles & Keith, never mind huh I need them anyway.
Just a stupid pairs of heels, and *kaaaaa-ching* my 80 bucks gone.

Kinokuniya next, we bought two books.
He picked Blood Lust (about murder cases), and for me, The Graveyard Book (fiction).

We had a small argument aftermath, :( I HATE HIM, always making me unhappy. How I wished that I can stop loving him!
~!@#$%^&*()
He accompanied me train towards AMK Hub after we've resolved the matter.

Waited for awhile and met up with Junchang.
Supposed to go Bishan Park for a so-called picnic but I was having troubles with my heels, so we just went to a random place & sat at opposite AMK Hub.
Rang JT up too and he came over to look for us... But... We continued to stone. -.-

Near-to-boredeath-Jeslyn took some of the candles they brought and made a idiotic smiley face~
And then being stalked by somebody, by the name of W-E-I-S-H-E-N.
Super duper suey~ Don't talk about it liao boohoo. Stupid guy *a-laaaa-laaaaa-laaaaaaaaa*

Had Subway with them.
Then cabbed back hubby's house, because he's already complaining!!! ;P
Hubby waited for me where I alighted and piggy-backed me home.

SWEETNESS!

P.S./ Thanks JC & JT for using your free times to entertain me! Meet up again soon you ass friends. :)

2009-09-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

Please help, lao niang declaring bankrupt soon !!

http://stuffsof-jeslyn.blogspot.com/

2009-09-29T17:36:00.003+08:00

I forgive all whom have offended me today! :D
Because my baby have arrived from US finally!!
Happy happy x 10000000000 ~
Now my Coach Heritage Stripe can go on a long holiday break already -.-

Big box, small content lol.

Tadah~! Hello baby ;3

(Pardon me in home clothes! HOHO, duh I'm at home?)

Now I'm done waiting for my Op Art Madison,
It's just down with waiting for thisssssss!..................................

Signature with Lurex Garnet #13916!
*Feebly feebly~* Wonder when will I receive it :/

Some of you might find me weird,
I'm so in love with Coach instead of Gucci. Know why, know why?

Too many ah lian love Gucci...
No offence, but it's kinda typical if you understand what I'm trying to say.
Thus I love Coach more than any other brands :D

Well, I do love Louis Vuitton too. But lao niang bo lui LOL cannot afford :(

P.S./ Sorry dear, I spent the birthday 2K which was meant for the Monogram Vernis! I know you been upset about my spending all these while, just that you didn't mentioned it.
P.P.S./ Only we understand :P

2009-09-24T02:07:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to dad. ;)

I bought him a Guy Laroche wallet, that cost more than 1 week of my allowance. (Haha my allowance was little to begin with).
Neh-ber-mind~! Once a year thing LOL!
Cheater dad he is! I haven't even received my bag from him & he gotten his already!

I found a job thanks to Edeline. Thanks girl.
Will be having training later in the morning at 1030, JURONG EAST DISTRICT -.-
Confirmation can only be done aftermath, it's not 100% that I will get it...

Must be curious why am I suddenly looking for a job right?
Because I'm god damn bored cropped at home already! Gosh, even I cannot stand it anymore!
Plus plus, this job is relevant to makeups. :S

If anyone kind got long-term job to introduce me, please email me along with the job scope. Thanks lot! ♥

P.S./ I love my new MAC Frost Lipstock (Angel). :D
Of cos, MY SUPER IRRITATING HUBBY TOO!

2009-09-20T00:26:00.003+08:00

P.S./ Still the same old obstacle, just got a bit better.
When will your family give us some space to breath? Or should I put it this way, when will they know that they're creating troubles for our relationship?

Honestly, I've got nothing to blog about for the time being. :0
Thus... I am about to share tips that are meaningless or (maybe not?), well you judge it for yourselves.

Scrub your face, hands at least twice a week.
This helps to improve your complexion, but remember that rubbing is crucial.
For me I use Cure Natural Aqua Gel for both. Spot it at Watsons!

Facial foam - L'oreal Hydrafresh Instant freshness foaming gel.
Suitable for combination to oily skin & can be used as makeup remover too, washes off your makeup in an instant. Complexion becomes fairly smooth if used regularly.

No preferences for toner, choose one which has what you need to take care of most.
E.g. whitening ; hydrating ; brightening.

For mask I will recommend OxyMask, it's popularity has probably reached most of your ears. Recommend twice a week, complement with OxySolution & OxyAqua. See immediate results.

Body :
Shokubutsu Whitening Body Foam, results in 1 month.
Nivea Whitening Body Lotion, results in 1 month ~ 2 months.

Anyway, XIA SI REN LE!
My weight from underweight ~ acceptable ~ underweight ~ (NOW) acceptable.
UNACCEPTABLE MAN!
I DON'T ACCEPT THIS CURRENT WEIGHT FOR MYSELF! If this goes on, sooner or later my weight's gonna be over 50KG! -.-
So anyone who goes for night swim daily please jio me along, arigatou~ *desperate*

2009-09-16T13:00:00.005+08:00

Monday night, 14th September :

Taken by my dad -.- I look like I'm pregnant here. Boo.

My Blackforest birthday cake : Before & After.

M18! 15th September :

Planned on going to the Science Centre & Snowcity,
but I was simply too tired as I slept late the day before.

So change of plan, to...
Casual dinner @ Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe ;
Shopping around Town ;
Movie (Aliens in the Attic) @ Cineleisure.

For the movie, it wasn't as good as I thought it would be.
Give it a 2.5/5. Pathetically disappointed.

It's the 7th month please my dear :/

Lousy shots by him :x

Don't you think that he looked like being bashed on his right eye? LOL

Okay. Finally some zilian pictures lol~

Present for you, for making me angry!!! !@#$%^&*

Thank-you to those whom have blessed me on my birthday. :D

Especially my dear girlfriend, crazily wishing me on everything she could ever think of.
Facebook, Friendster, SMS, MSN, Blog, Tagboard. CRAZY WOMAN! (L)

This year's celebration may be very simple.
But I'm satisfied, because I had hubby by my side! Unlike last year, _l_ government's a robber.

So much things changed over the span of 365 days.
Close friends to nothing, good friends to friends, friends to close ones.
But am happy with now.
People whom don't treat you seriously, don't deserve to be missed.

Forget those unhappiness---

Am waiting for my two bags to ship from US right now!! Rofl~
COACH Op Art Sabrina #12947 & a mysterious gift from my dad!
Anxious anxious*

Supposedly going to St. John's Island with Ann today morning.
No shoes, sunblock with hubby.
So, CANCELED. Gome Ant Tan! :(

2009-09-14T18:56:00.002+08:00

Hubby's ; mine ; Brandon's ; Mummy's. :P

Last saturday went Bugis look for them...
To celebrate hubby's birthday belated. Lol, hubby sibeh blessed hor.
Got my mummy's dote to replace his family's lack.

Back to topic.
Swensens for dinner & mum bought me Sticky Chewy Chocolate mooncake in 4.
Fattening again but it's heavenly delicious!

Bought a Tweety long-sleeved for her to wear at home.
She seemed very happy, so do I~

Walked to Bugis Street aftermath, & I got my white shorts.
In addition to my wardrobe, another black overall with gold zip. *Shimmery eyes*

Night swim at Hougang Complex yesterday.
Fucking long didn't exercise. Exhausted only after swimming for 1.5hours.
Very happy though, the results of fat burning was noticeable.
But on the other hand, not satisfied with it. Fat burning = MUSCLES ARE REFORMING AGAIN.
Argh, contradict...

Thanks to those whom gan-chiong-sai, having wished me "Happy Birthday in advance".
LOL! I appreciated that :)

Alright, gotta go home now while waiting for my cake to reach me! Bleai~

2009-09-11T21:20:00.018+08:00

Okay, I guess I should post a bit about my trip now...
It was a fruitful one.
Because, I went to many beautiful places & I also got my sleeping time turned back.

Bali was filled with friendly people all around.
It's totally unlike the idiots we have in Singapore.

And it was not as bad as I thought.
The streets were somehow CLEANER than ours.
DISAPPOINTING LA SINGAPORE.

And their beach, totally free of rubbish.

I thank our driver, Bayou, for bringing us around.
Without you, we won't know which places to go~

So for now... Will posts some of the places I went.
Enjoy the pretty scenery~!

The beach located behind our hotel, Bali Dynasty Resort.

Barong dancer.

The act. Of Barong & Radang. (Good and bad).

We went into a Balinese home, to see how their life is like.

Their bed was located in open air. I wonder...

Every Balinese (Hindu) has a temple built in their home.

Was told that chickens and pigs were essential in every homes.

Pig's food source : shreds from Banana tree.

Visited a temple, which was so-called "largest" in that area.

The Gods were all dressed in checkered cloths.
Balinese were preparing for a grand occasion, to be held on 16 September.

Made purely of rice.

Volcano sight-seeing.

& also to a famous coffee producing place.

Using this to create Chocolates would be more to my liking. :/

It takes an hour to fully cook coffee seeds into coffee beans. Phew.

What beats viewing the pretty nature while having coffee?

Even caucasian love this coffee (told by driver). You gotta try it if you happen to go Bali.
(I don't drink coffee, but it's a thumbs up for each of my family).

The second beach we went to, after a walk of about 5 minutes from a market.
You can find a beach just almost ANYWHERE, I'm serious.

Dinner for 2nd night @ Jimbaran Beach.
The whole stretch of beach was inhabited by different restaurants.

Next morning, we took a grass boat from this particularly lovely beach (which I don't know the name).
To another island where several turtles live. They were rescued and then fed there.

The middle of the grass boat allows us to view into the water.

See. How clear is the ocean there?!

Charlie, a very sad-looking dog we saw at the island.
HE WAS VERY ARROGANT, ignores whoever whom goes near him :'(

And this super irritating turtle. Keeps crawling. Can't even take a decent picture with it!
It crawled til' the souvenir shop -.- (as of the last sight I took of it).

The shelter where the rescued turtles live under.

They looks damn relaxing right. Envious.

After going back to the beach where we set off from, we slacked there for much time.
LOL. I caught a flu, supposedly we were going for snorkeling. Yeah canceled, sian.
MY LAOPEH AND HIS GIRLFRIEND WENT TO JET SKI!! NABEHHHH!!!!! T____T

This very loving, very comical auntie, rofl.
Pardon my without-makeup-ugliness :/

Tiny weeny baby. Kawaii~

ANOTHER beach, also located nearby a market.
The only difference here was that, there's people trying to pull businesses for manicure/pendicure, temporary tattoo, & all sorts.

Tanah Lot. Yet another beach.
We settled there & waited for sunset. (Laziness to rotate the pictures)

Sea-side temple.

If you see carefully, the sand at Tanah Lot is glittery.
Different from those sands you saw from the previous pictures.

While waiting for sunset... Coincidentally took a picture of the grasshopper as well.

THEN MY CAMERA WENT BATTERY LOW FOR THAT DAY. _l_

Last thing I had at the hotel, sliced Cheese cake.
Uber delicious.

Byebye Bali Dynasty!!

2009-09-06T08:10:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday...

My dearest baka!

L-o-v-e. Y-o-u. M-a-n-y. &. A-l-w-a-y-s.

Hope you like the new outfit I've chosen for you~ & also cherish the souvenir we got at Underwater World. Older by 1 year again! TIME TO LISTEN TO ME!LOL.

2009-09-06T06:12:00.008+08:00

At home... Waiting for the slow poke to take his own sweet time here~
Then off we go to Underwater World! :D

HELLO UNDERWATER WORLD!
( @ Entrance )

Bought a can of food which the stingray eats,
and here's a happy guy LOL.

This is the stingray which "back-stabbed" hubby twice, almost splashing water on him. Laughs.
Super cute & smooth, hubby fell in love with him :3 Just joking~

Celebrate his birthday, cannot don't take pictures right. I know you agree~

The "vending machines" that vends food for Marine & Fresh Water fishes.

Yew, no one wants it. Oops, I meant no fish. :x

Superstar?! -.-
W H A T E V E R! T___T

Photography hot-spot.

So what does it looks like to you?
Well, it looks like a snail without a shell to hubby & me.
But it is actually cuttlefish.

Cannot remember what it's called. It's name has the word "Nautilus".
Just knowing it is a sea snail will do :x

Crabbbbbbbssssssssssssssssss.
Ranging from mini - small - common - giant.
Which would you like?

The background looks like just some grass right?
NEH! It swims! :0

Pretty but deadly jelly-fishes!
Encounter them at own risk HOHO~

Dark dark dark.
Chubby chubby chubby! >_< (Runs to Gym)

Taken while viewing on the moving track.

There were so much we opened our eyes to~
Like the sea angels, which live in 2 degreesC water, they have both female and male organs, & the most they grow is 5cm!!
Byebye! We will come back again someday ^^

Trained back to Vivo City, and had Haagen-Dazs.
Chocoholic & Brownie Explosion. :D

Very happy hubby enjoyed himself so much~
Just seeing him smile that lot, I feel satisfied too.

2009-09-05T04:34:00.002+08:00

Collected my camera and then we went on a shopping spree yesterday!
:D
You look at his face!!!
Take bit of stuffs, face like bitter gourd already!
... But actually it's really heavy :/ we sorted them into lesser bags.
HAHAHAHA serves him right!

Shopping shopping shopping!
- Cure Natural Aqua Gel
- Hawaiian Host Macadamia Nuts (they have Hello Kitty's!)
- huggable Hello Kitty for me~~~
- Bella Kini's tankini
- Fox's pants for him
- Fortress shoulder top
- Breadtalk's CHEESE CAKE, lol!

We took a really hard time finding his pants...
Because it was meant to go with a tee & tie I just bought him yesterday.
For more information, pictures will be up tomorrow night after we celebrate this snake's birthday!! Stay tuned~ :P

Oh yes yes, we went for movie at Plaza Singapura after leaving Suntec City.
We watched UP! Nice movie, 4/5.

Okay gtg! Waking up early ~.~
My baby there wanna say bye-bye to you all LOL.

2009-09-01T15:39:00.004+08:00

Post title : I'm strongest when I stay alone.

Supposedly to be taking luggage from mom tonight, but unbearable pain caused by the headache is killing me.
It felt like I was dying. Never be once so pain. :/

And I even decided on going Tangs later since it's opening til' 11pm! See what happens now. Dumb ache. !@#$%^&*

That's why I so gonna drag haopengyou to Town with me tomorrow. Wahahahah.
There's so many things I need to get done.

- Collect camera
- Hubby's present
- Hubby's birthday planning
- Get ready for trip

Well, may look like only a few stuff. But I expect perfectness for his birthday.
*scratches head*

AH! I just recalled today's Teachers' Day. Lol.
Did not know until someone asked me whether am I not going back to HS.
Lawls, I rather go back to my primary school than to visit HS, seriously.

That school is noob shit :D

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO SKPS TEACHERS!
No HS' share. Lalala~

Anyway, hubby I need you to promise me something.

Next time think before speaking.
DAMN YOU, always malign me nia. End up walk one round, your fault to be in the 1st place. WHATEVER.

AND EASE MY BURDEN WILL YOU -.-

Okay, I think I can sleep again. Goodbye.

2009-08-31T02:20:00.003+08:00

6 more days to somebody's special date. :D
But at the same time, the day I needa go overseas. Lawl.

Sorry to you, sorry a billion times. I don't know so suey same day!
): Love you many ok~

These few days we always have arguments.
Leading me to let my mind wander about... It's common that a couple argues.
But, I always think of the negative side. Whatever.

On the other hand, I'm relieved too.
Because this means that I really mind of what you do and etc. :P

On surface, it's going to be our 4 years' anniversary soon.
To be exact it is only about 3 years together LOL~
Anyway all that doesn't matter, right? As long as we're able to cross all the obstacles.

&,
I wanna apologize to you for the past duration that I've taken you for granted.
Will you forgive me? ^^

P.S./ 1st Sep ~ 3rd Sep : Tangs Sales.
Any friends who got the membership wanna go to the closed doors sales together on 1st Sep? Text me thank you. :D

2009-08-24T02:20:00.002+08:00

I forgotten which Friday was it...

That I made Daphne meimei waited for 2hours for me :P
At least I bothered to cab down alright!
Hubby came~ and we went to dine @ Pasta Mania. So the 2hours she waited not in vain one hor! F3. Then we go gaigai, meimei is like super child-like! HAHA, I kinda felt like her mom in 1 way or another, omg.

Then the day after, woke up during early noon, put on some light makeup and off to Malaysia with hubby, mum & Teletubby~
Plan for that night was Dahang Bay but something really really bad happened.
It shocked all of us, me the most, and I blamed myself hard... Hubby told me it wasn't anybody's fault but still... I think I got some responsibility here ):

I'M NEVER GOING TO GO MALAYSIA AGAIN FOR NO VALID REASONS! _l_

Hubby be staying-in from monday-thursday for a duration of 2 weeks from today onwards.
MEANS NO DELIVERY MAN & TEDDY BEAR! FUCK THE CAMP!

No, should be fuck the repairman in charged for my camera instead~
T_T soon it will be that, 4 months by that unknown man's side, he sure got tons of excuses.
Nvm limbu da ren you da liang. Knn ^^

Oh. September, I'll be away for short trip to Bali Island, hopefully will be back with pictures. :D
I know there' re some who will miss me~ BLEAI :S

For people who don't like wordy Blogs, kindly avoid mine site lol.
I'm very NOT narcissistic at all now. Idk why! Lalalaa~

2009-08-13T13:31:00.005+08:00

I finally did my job, doing research on the schools available. :]
Came across this academy, which I think would be the best choice...
Make Up For Ever.

They got just the right schedule for me man!
7pm~10pm, so I can make sure I won't be late for any classes!!!

Now, money is the problem. No wonder now the society is like, "no money no talk". SIGH~
I need a total of SGD2.7k to complete 2 modules compulsory for makeup artist career.
And also set aside a sum of SGD800 for makeup tools, which I guess I need not so much as I have some. :/

I guess from now on, I should really really start to tie my pockets up, think of my future already!

Although I said before the plan would be carried out only next year...
But I guess, now is never too early also! :D My plan shall be brought forward to October.

Giving me only 2 months left to enjoy my time with hubby.
Then me, pursuing my makeup dream, and him, saving up for studies after NS.

As promised, this time round I swore to myself that I wouldn't like you go so easily anymore.
To those bastards whom interfered in our relationship before, thanks! :D
You all made me realised how not am I gonna survive without him, the man whom I truly love the most!

To you :

How I just hope that quarrels would leave our life. I want a peaceful relationship with you.
Your dote & love is comparable to the sea ;
my heart is comparable to the sky.
But... We both haven't learn how to give in yet. We just gotta admit that.
So right now, I seriously want you, together with me, realise the virtue of giving in.

Love, your "huang tai hou" .___.

2009-08-09T10:59:00.003+08:00

I'm trying hard to blog 3 posts at one go!
To fill up those days I missed out blogging LOL.

Oh yes I'm rotting at home alreadyyyyyyy~
Most probably be meeting goodfriend to "talk cock, sing song, play mahjong" later.

But am being super lazy to prepare you know :/
Partially because that I am afraid he might have anything cropped up, leaving his pathetic goodfriend at home, no idea what to do.
ARGH!

Oh thinking back, was supposed to meet that Ass Nigel yesterday night.
But... SOMEBODY WAS DRUNK. HAHAHAHA.
LOUSY LEY. :/ 9pm already gone case sia, you can go die please :]

Alright, I'm now going to shampoo my hair!

Dying stronger colour, TATAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~

2009-08-09T10:03:00.004+08:00

I'm VERY busy. YES VERY.
Haha with Maple la anyway :/ like doesn't link. But never mind that~

123 Hero, 123 NL, 65 SM, 58 FW, 53 Cleric.
Anyone wanna help me train an additional HB mule? :P

Okay. I shall eat my breakfast first, update aftermath!

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- Updated, 10:28 am. -

Had Hotcakes & Sausage! <3 wahaha!
I'm addicted to that, since hubby buy them for me each morning whenever possible :D

His having duty at NDP now. FUCK whomever volunteered Jurong East camp to help out for NDP. I HATE THAT IDIOT WHOM TOOK AWAY MY BELOVED :(
Esp. the old step UNCLE whom bully my hubby & everyone in camp, I bet you're lonely that's why. (Big rank big fuck?)

But never mind, tomorrow he will be having 2 days' leave already~ Weeee~
I'm going to shop for hubby's stuffs tomorrow! :P

Talking to Steven on MSN right now. Haha, yeah as I expected, his in Aussie!

Good work dude! :D
Enjoy your IT course there~ & mai club so much, (I heard students whom go to Aussie for studies start to club ALOT). Boo.

2009-08-09T09:54:00.002+08:00

Whomever was that no-brain lad.
Listen up, why don't you give your friend your girlfriend's number?
Instead of mine?
Who do you think you are exactly? Giving out my number without MINE permission?

You are? MY DAD? Don't be dumb.
Get a life dude. Seriously pity you, don't know how to respect people.

P.S. Fancy giving out my number like nobody's business, yet no balls... That your friend gotta protect your identity? ... Man.

2009-07-29T15:15:00.006+08:00

I finally went shopping.
The 1st time in these 2 months okay! :D

Crime scene : Vivo City
When it took place : 8pm~10pm :/ (LOL IM BORED CANT YOU SEEEEE)

But lalalalalaaaaa, I simply love retail therapy. Man, what can I do?
I feel so sinful after spending a bomb yesterday *laughs* ~

I forgotten to bring my earrings to hubby's place, so first stop was to get myself a pair of earrings!
@ Chomel. =P
Value of missing item(s) : $26.00

Then to Toy-R-Us. I went to play (tigum-tigum). Bwahahaha.

Next, Red 2.
Evidence : Spag and shorts
Value of missing item(s) : $74.00

Suddenly thought of getting additions to hubby's wardrobe.
@ G2000.
Evidence : 2 long-sleeved formal wears, ( 1 female cardigan & skinny :X )
Value of missing item(s) : $170.00++

Decided to get new makeup.
@ MAC.
Evidence : Loose powder, lashes, Liquidlast liner, brush #129.
Value of missing item(s) : $150.00++

@ Candy Empire.
Some chocolates and home sweet home ^^!

Now you know why am I feeling sinful?
*sighs x 1 billion*

THE DAMN DIGI-CAM COMPANY HASN'T RETURN ME MY CAM!
FUCK YOU! :P

2009-07-25T20:04:00.005+08:00

(CLICK) To know more about it!

Watched this movie DVD few days ago with hubby.
Very touching, moved me to tears >_<

Yesterday hubby told me, "Sorry, for making you feel lonely years back."

Don't worry my dear. Like I said... All we need is each other's sincerity :)
There are too many hypocrites around, thus "me" today.

One may have many friends, but how many of them are true? Judge and feel for yourselves.
Do not be like me... Underestimating how REAL one could act, when they take you for nothing but shit in their hearts.

Received a text from Junchang~
Glad to hear that his doing fine.
Wonder how are the others doing... (?)

While having Stingray yesterday, I thought of somebody whom used to be fucking bloody close to me.
And was on the verge of tears.
May that somebody know whom am I referring to, for I would let that somebody remain as a mystery.

Feverish.
Hubby when you coming home to sayang me? :'(

2009-07-18T09:19:00.003+08:00

Lol.

I just realised all the people around me are weirdo(s).
Eccentric bunch!

Someone please save me from them. -.-

I thought I was already very spoilt, few of the worst among anyone that I known.
Well, there's always a higher mountain.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA & in fact, I'm happy about that! :D
And no regrets or what-so-ever. ^^

AND EVEN MY HUBBY IS SO WEIRDDDDDDDDD.
I'm seriously going to die soon with every weirdo(s) that's around me!!
ROFLLLLLL~

Oh. I'm crazily Mapling again. :/
Just kidding. Now, I does sleep when I need to!

L>Spammer @ Skele (Delphinus/Eridanus).
PM ppureaiixLi !
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B> TT10 (Scissors I provide)!

How nice if it were to be so coincident that Maplers would pass-by this deserted blog. Haha.

2009-07-17T08:52:00.003+08:00

" My dear daughter,
this few weeks daddy wake up to see that you've not been home, I'm worrying about you & I'm not controlling your freedom, you're 18 already.
But promise daddy you'll be safe & take good care ok? "

Yes... These lines of words, may look very ordinary.
Nothing much.
But to me, they meant more than words.

I'm here to apologize to my dearest father... ♥

2009-07-10T01:32:00.006+08:00

Wedding held not long ago. (:
Thanks to all, sorry to those whom couldn't celebrate with us due to the damn bug!

Despite that this was a last minute decision.
They still had the heart to come! :P Loves!

& lastly, xiexie to all those whom spent their cash on us :D
- Weathers & Mega(s) -

P.S./ I lost tracks of the others! PAISEH! ><

Love you all. Especially, diaper muahaha.
Most of all, my hubby :D~

2009-07-04T00:29:00.002+08:00

This sunday in Maplestory~

Just one symbol, <3
P.S./ Slow lol.

2009-06-16T12:05:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna put the past all behind. & start anew :)
Well I'm keeping the happy memories with me of course!

And revealing *anything* to you guys. Anything.
One thing's for sure, it all depends on whether do I wanna share or not.

Friends must be dead curious why I didn't went for my O Levels in the end right.
Here it is.

I went for all the Chinese papers. Including oral.
English oral as well :)
Then Maths paper1, Geo paper1...

But I fell sick in between the exams period.
Consulted doctor and gave me a medical certificate of 2 days.
That 2 days I was supposed to take like 3 papers.

Missed it, and forfeited everything.
I don't want a certificate with ugly grades, thus the decision.
Don't think any one of you would believe all these words I'm typing right now?
Nvm. I'm clear conscience ^^

Well, some of you might have heard another reason why I didn't go for my papers.
That's true also. Don't wish to elaborate also. Blame myself for making the wrong choice.

Yes. I got boyfriend now.
He is NOT new.
& he is a GREAT boyfriend thus I'm giving it another go.
Although he got a bad temper, at least he love me with all his heart.

So I want no comments please. Bloody keep them to yourselves.
Or maybe, think about yourselves before saying others? :D

( I keep thinking what those bastards did. And how failure they were. AHAHAHAHA, the more I think about it, the more funny I think it is. Disappointing! )

2009-06-11T04:29:00.003+08:00

Did the statutory declaration & cabbed home aftermath.
Cab cab cabs -.-
Pocket really going empty soon? Sigh~

Tomorrow going for interview at 2pm.
Application for sales co-ordinator ; 6 days a week.
BUT, attractive salary for our age so... Wish me luck ;)

Then be meeting my "HANNA" (Hannah) :P, been so long since we met up.
I think tomorrow she'll be crazily shopping again? GSS ley lol.

Yes. I forgotten to do a review on Kenzoki Belle De Jour.
Here it is.
" When you apply the cream on your face, it absorbs instantly. It's like instant skin renewal. The difference could be seen, whereby the parts you applied & the parts you didn't. But. I don't recommend it to you girls. Because, it isn't worth the value. Similiar products with similiar goodness could be found at a much cheaper price. SGD200/++ for 50ml of it for your information. But it's really up to individuals. "

& recently, I just bought THEFACESHOP's Brightening Rice Water (Migamsu) to try.
" A no-no. Although it does softens skin, and removes makeup efficiently... It does not brighten your skin, not at all. "

Okay, gotta go catch more sleep before the interview. Tata~

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The interview was a success you can say.
Interviewer wanted me to start work tomorrow, but I pushed it on to next Monday.

But not long after, I received another call from another department.
Wanting me to go down again for a second interview.
So I asked : "The manager didn't say that there was a need for a 2nd interview"
Them : "Ya, but we need you to come down again for it."

Okay. Whose the one hiring me now.
Shit can. I'm not gonna go down again, giving up on this job.
From the start, I'm not even the one who wanted it.

I rather hold a job which I 'm enthusiastic about even if the pay is just nice for survival,
than to hold one which has attractive basic + incentive but I've got no interests in.

2009-06-10T10:59:00.002+08:00

Okay. Well done Asiasoft!
Game Client update completed before scheduled time.
But... DC(s), Hack Shield errors. What else? GG.

Gotta settle the Statutory Declaration later.
HDB chasing my mom for it already~~ -.- (Lots & lots of "z")

Friends. I know whom's true to me & who's not.
I've got eyes, a brain, and a heart to feel.
DAMN YOU.

For those, who stay close in trying to get advantage from me, please fuckoff ;)
*Close friends / sunshines of my life*, thankyou once again. You did not let me down, for those whom remained.

And yes. Life is so much better now after I've decided not to bother too much.
So you can say, I'm even nastier now? HUR.

Oh anyway. I DETESTS people whom think they're important to me when they are actually not.
Makes me feel like puking.
Even if he/she was in the past, we've already said that it was the PAST.

I will not show any concern for anybody else for now on, other than my family.
Not until he/she proves to me that, he/she would stay the way they were when we know.
I don't want another faker in my life.

A little extra paragraph.

Most of them might seems to be very concerned.
But well,
EVERYTHING IS JUST AN ACT. FOR GOD SAKE, STOP YOUR ACTINGS. Pui.

2009-06-08T04:40:00.003+08:00

Went to catch "Night At Museum 2"
(Idk how to spell :S)

Despite the fact that I never slept for about 48 hours,
I stayed awake throughout the whole showing.
Except that I fell asleep before the show started when the advertisements were still on.

So... Rate it, 4/5.
"Monsters Vs. Aliens" is still better. :)
INSECTOSAURUS :X

& I finally got mom's & buddy's gift.
They are just way too precious to me that I cannot forget! :D

As you can see from one of the picture above...
I've got new family members on my bed! HAHA.
Lesser & lesser space for me to roll about :/

Thankyou to the person whom bought it for me.
Above, her name is Ahpink. She got a sister call Ahred.
Will introduce Ahred to you guys soon LOL~

Going to start looking for job soon.
One word, sian.

Gotta have catch-up sessions with precious people before that! :P

Good nights dear readers.
(GOOD MORNING!)

2009-06-05T10:50:00.003+08:00

I don't regret that tight slap I've given.

Because...
From that, I've seen through you.

So this is what you've been thinking all these while.
...
...
I've been a dumb to think for you.

I never regret falling in love w/ a bastard.
I never regret giving it another go.

But I do regret suffering in silence.

You ain't what I think you were.
You should know...
All that I said, was true.

Unable to sleep well,
Thinking of somebody's actions...
Was all for nobody.

Until the day you can prove me wrong,
Until the day you can show me that you can find someone better.

I'LL KNEEL DOWN INFRONT OF YOU.
Bloody piece of cake.

Now, FUCK OFF.

2009-06-04T08:40:00.007+08:00

Fker. Post screwed.
Lazy to post again ._. Be back with new!

:D

2009-06-02T16:26:00.003+08:00

Each of you etched a different memory ; a different impression ; a different happiness...
In me.

Went to watch Monsters Vs. Aliens that saturday. :D
Nice show. I loveloveloveLOVE that *butterfly* INSECTOSAURUS!

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My new boyfriend. F3.

Yes, GSS is here!
I started off with M)phosis, bought 4 tops / overalls.
Spent only like $90.00/++ LOL.

I wanna change bag soon. ROARS *hinthint*

2009-05-28T08:31:00.003+08:00

Eh... Never went out, so no pictures! :D

Reason?
Busy leveling my dear Diaper la LOL~ Faint~

Have no idea how my crusader leveled to 95 too -.-
LOL I never train much? HAHA
& thanks to Diaper, MC with her until my assassin is now 51.

*Busy busy*
Pending friend-signs pardon me thanks.

P.S./ Ex-buddies of
ppureaiixLi ; xPureIovee ; xPamper ,
BL me if you drop-by! ^^
Restoring everything!

2009-05-21T13:37:00.004+08:00

Hey yo people!
Been long since I've typed out a happy post yeah. I know I know...

I'll try, alrights ;)

I do collect my receipts so that I won't spend too much on things that are not neccessary.
But know what...

The conclusion is that,
I JUST FUCKING CANNOT CONTROL MY SHOPPING LIMITS. Boohoo
I spent about SGD2.8K/++ from Febuary until now~
Hey, it's a tidy sum for someone whom don't have income flowing inwards okay!
Receipts only somemore. Saddened.

The least I spent was only for last month ):
Guess how much? >100 ! Muahahahah!

*Touches pocket, touches pocket, empty, empty*
I might consider selling those spare gadgets ._.

& I'm meeting up Ms. Diapiii VIP sister this weekend (say so many times already still ...).
This time round, I will slap myself awake if I'm lazy again okay sis! :P
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
See. Super VIP la somebody. Big card -.-

I know just how it feels to be overlooked,
by someone whom you puts on the top yet not appreciated.

All that you've done, comes to nothing...
You know that you are the best for him/her, but he/she doesn't agree to it.
It's all because that they don't understand a fuck!
Smart shits. _l_

...
Until they get a taste of their own medicine. HIP HIP HURRAY!

Everyone around me are changing, fast.
I don't deny myself as included.

Bro, even you have changed too...
Where's your steady pom-pi attitude? I'm disappointed.
You sure you still take me as your closest sister?

Sometimes, whenever I hear the words "friends" ; "friendship".
I'm wondering...
Are there really true friends?
Even the adults I know, told me "There's nothing such as forever friends, nor do true friendship exists."
One day... You will all realise, it's true.

___________________________________________________________________________________

Mr. Chew's lesson for Jeslyn. ;) LOL
*Click for the full view*

Hmmmm. Lesson 1 : The Mayan Calendar.
OOOOPPPPPPPSIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEE

2009-05-17T19:01:00.004+08:00

It's no wonder people say that,

communication between human beings is

important.

Because, now I know why !

*Yawns* ?

Hmm, now I realise you got some errors already.

But nvm too late lol.

2009-05-17T07:19:00.003+08:00

Piece of shit.
Piece of shit.
Piece of shit.
You're a piece of shit.

Or let's put it this way,
nobody's a diamond in my eyes now.

Thanks to?
Everyone :D

Ever heard of people saying that, when one bottle up their feelings to themselves,
the day when they let loose, will be the day where nothing could be done?

Well. Sounds fun, isn't it.

I don't know why, even if now there were to appear someone whom's concern about me, 100% truthfully, I guess I wouldn't be happy too.
Instead I would take him/her for granted. HAHA.

I never suspected myself to be this emo when people said so.
I thought I could do better pretending.
I've always proved myself stronger than other people.

So now, this is me.
The real me I guess :)

Someone ever told me "The way you stare into something, gives me the feeling that you've a heavy burden. That you've alot to say."
Yeah maybe? :)

I don't even understand why am I inserting smiley faces when I'm not feeling so.
Lol. Maybe to beautify this post? HAHA.

Nobody understands why am I suddenly acting this way,
for not even my "soul-mate" does.

Hmmm. I've got so much to say...
But even if I tell it to anybody, think he/she will thought it's Alien Language?

Now even a trivial issue can shake my emotions.
Guess how heavy my heart was, for these few months...

I've never told anyone affairs of my heart.
For they will be listening, just for the sake of listening. I know.

With the "help" of others, stacking their problems onto mine,
making me listen to their problems, but never once asking about mine.
This is the girl you all should have expected.

I know there are people out there like me...
It's no wonder why people murder.

Sometimes when people are too used to one another, they forget to concern.
To show that they care...

Humans are inhumane at times.
Reality is too cruel.
Awaits for the day the world ends.

2009-05-16T18:55:00.002+08:00

Hello.
I'm finally back to this damn thing here.

Okay, on surface I appear to be alright already.
But the truth is not.
For the past 6 months plus, things have been tough for me.
Life was a bitch seriously.

I may be laughing, smiling, giggling.
But who knows?
It was all pretense.

Yeah wtf.
And you all thought I was having a very happy life.
Just because I got no school nor do I need to work?

Having time ain't always a good thing.
Sometimes it means that you've extra seconds/minutes/hours (WHATEVER?) to stress yourself too.

There's a few whom know what happened exactly during these few months.
But they didn't ask much too.
I mean it's like...
BLOODY HELL. Put yourselves in my shoes, do you think you can overcome all those?!
FUCK YOU _l_

I may be stronger than others, but I'm someone with a heart which beats too.
I've got emotions. DUMB.

And to her*,
yeah you got no time. Not even for yourself.
So? Don't tell me,
YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE TIME FOR TYPING A SIMPLE TEXT?
Taking up a few minutes of your 24 hours won't die.

Excuses. EXCUSES.
ASK YOURSELF?
WHEN DID YOU EVER ASK ME "HOW ARE THINGS LATELY"?
WHEN WERE YOU THE FIRST TO INITIATE A MEETUP?

AND THE MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL,
I WAS ALWAYS THE ONE MAINTAINING THIS FRIENDSHIP.

I WANTED TO CHERISH YOU, BECAUSE I CAN SOMEHOW FEEL THE IMPORTANCE OF ME IN YOUR LIFE.
I KNOW, IF I'M NOT BY YOUR SIDE, NO ONE WILL BE.
YOUR OTHER GIRLFRIENDS? YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND THEM YOURSELVES.
THEY HANGOUT WITH YOU FREQUENTLY COMPARED TO ME.
YOUR TIME FOR ME IS FUCKING PATHETIC.

BUT DO THEY TREAT YOU LIKE THE WAY I DO?
FUCKING NOT.

GO BLOODY THINK IT OVER.
I'M NOT BEING UNREASONABLE HERE.
I KNOW,
YOU CANNOT CONSTANTLY GIMME ATTENTION,
BUT PLEASE, WHEN DID YOU EVER GAVE ME ANY?
TALKED AS IF LIKE YOU DID.

I'm sick of being nice.
I'm sick of being sweet.
I'm sick of EVERYTHING.

If you people fucking don't like the way I rant,
get this shit clear.
THIS IS MY BLOG FROM THE FUCKING START.
NOT YOURS.
SO IF YOU'RE NOT HAPPY, FUCK OFF.
DON'T COME FUCK AT MY TAGBOARD.
IT'S NOT FOR YOU TO EXPRESS YOUR UNHAPPINESS.
IT'S FOR THE ONES WHOM ARE CONCERNED ABOUT ME.
BOOHOOO.
ARE YOU EVEN FIT TO COMMENT ON MY BLOG IN THE FIRST PLACE.

UNLESS... YOU FUCKING DON'T UNDERSTAND ENGLISH.

Q & A. LOL.

"Will the old Jeslyn come back anytime soon?"
: No. I don't think she'll ever come back anymore.

2009-05-13T19:18:00.003+08:00

No worries people (whom care).
Jeslyn is not gonna close down her blog, she lied in order to see whether would she be getting some attention from the one*.

But no. Freaking no no no. :)
Guess I won't be turning back anymore, I've been disappointed by her* again &again.
Yawns another bullshit to be out of my life, NOW.
13th May 2009, 7:20pm.

It's kinda lame yeah. But this has proven how "IMPORTANT" I am to her*.
_l_ ?

P.S./ Okay here is somebody's bigbigbig name ~.~
Thankyou Mr. Monkey Ddy! Hahaha!

2009-05-13T04:43:00.002+08:00

Blog will be down in less than 12 hours' time.

Most of the people whom I take them as my closer friends, indeed did not let me down.
They were concerned about this stupid move of mine. :)

Anyone, but you*.
People please, once again, do not misunderstand my words.
For I'm referring to a "her".

She's the one whom I treats her the best,
even the world turns back on her I'd be there.
She knows it very well herself.

I guess, from all these words, she most probably get to know that it's "her" already.
2 days since the decision of my MIA...
Not even a text, not even a call, not even a message in MSN.

Some of you might wonder, why sometimes my line could be get through but I ain't picking the call.
Because... I switched on my phone to check for her concerns.

But to my disappointment. None.

Thankyou Jonathan,
Thankyou Junchang,
Thankyou Jinteck,
Thankyou Alan (FFS),
Thankyou Esmond,
Thankyou Javier.

There's a missing name of someone whom I always mention...
Why is it so?

I've seen through you very clearly now.
I'm just a chess piece to you.

Stop lying that you love me (as a friend), stop lying that you cherish this friendship more than I do.
I can fucking say out loud that, "Mine concern towards you, won't possibly lose to any of your other friends. Or maybe let's put it this way... Nobody can treat you better than I do."
But now... It doesn't matter anymore. For I won't give a damn about you from now on.

2009-05-10T15:57:00.006+08:00

M.issing I.n A.ction ---

I know it looks kinda childish going MIA. But yeah...
I'm tired of everything and everyone that's around me already.

As of Sunday, 10th Of May 2009, 3.58pm.
Jeslyn officially announces that she's not the girl you guys used to know.
Not anymore.

My blog would be close down by me in THREE days.
Quite standard isn't it, this procedure.

I also won't appear in MSN from today onwards.
But FFS* users are still able to interact with me for now.

Oh yes, my both handphones are switched off. HURRAY :)
Nobody gives a damn, so why should I even bother?

________ , the little contributions I did.
Was very nice (as for Jeslyn's character) already.
Since you still don't know how to appreciate,
althou you promised you would 2 weeks ago...

I don't know what to say to you anymore.
I HATE YOU.

YOU TURNED ME THIS WAY. YOU FUCKING JOLLY WELL KNOW IT.
I wasn't even trying to say I'm noble. I was just trying to get you to appreciate those littlest things.

So, _l_ you.

P.S./ Don't misunderstand, His not my guy & I don't have a boyfriend thanks. :)

2009-05-08T03:53:00.005+08:00

Novel H1N1 Flu in Humans

Are there human infections with this H1N1 virus in the U.S.?
Yes. Cases of human infection with this H1N1 influenza virus were first confirmed in the U.S. in Southern California and near Guadalupe County, Texas. The outbreak intensified rapidly from that time and more and more states have been reporting cases of illness from this virus. An updated case count of confirmed novel H1N1 flu infections in the United States is kept at http://www.cdc.gov/h1n1flu/investigation.htm. CDC and local and state health agencies are working together to investigate this situation.

Is this new H1N1 virus contagious?
CDC has determined that this new H1N1 virus is contagious and is spreading from human to human. However, at this time, it is not known how easily the virus spreads between people.

What are the signs and symptoms of this virus in people?
The symptoms of this new H1N1 flu virus in people are similar to the symptoms of seasonal flu and include fever, cough, sore throat, runny or stuffy nose, body aches, headache, chills and fatigue. A significant number of people who have been infected with this virus also have reported diarrhea and vomiting. Also, like seasonal flu, severe illnesses and death has occurred as a result of illness associated with this virus.

How severe is illness associated with this new H1N1 virus?
It’s not known at this time how severe this virus will be in the general population. CDC is studying the medical histories of people who have been infected with this virus to determine whether some people may be at greater risk from infection, serious illness or hospitalization from the virus. In seasonal flu, there are certain people that are at higher risk of serious flu-related complications. This includes people 65 years and older, children younger than five years old, pregnant women, and people of any age with chronic medical conditions. It’s unknown at this time whether certain groups of people are at greater risk of serious flu-related complications from infection with this new virus. CDC also is conducting laboratory studies to see if certain people might have natural immunity to this virus, depending on their age.

How does this new H1N1 virus spread?
Spread of this H1N1 virus is thought to be happening in the same way that seasonal flu spreads. Flu viruses are spread mainly from person to person through coughing or sneezing by people with influenza. Sometimes people may become infected by touching something with flu viruses on it and then touching their mouth or nose.

How long can an infected person spread this virus to others?
At the current time, CDC believes that this virus has the same properties in terms of spread as seasonal flu viruses. With seasonal flu, studies have shown that people may be contagious from one day before they develop symptoms to up to 7 days after they get sick. Children, especially younger children, might potentially be contagious for longer periods. CDC is studying the virus and its capabilities to try to learn more and will provide more information as it becomes available.

Exposures Not Thought to Spread New H1N1 Flu

Can I get infected with this new H1N1 virus from eating or preparing pork?
No. H1N1 viruses are not spread by food. You cannot get this new HIN1 virus from eating pork or pork products. Eating properly handled and cooked pork products is safe.

Is there a risk from drinking water?
Tap water that has been treated by conventional disinfection processes does not likely pose a risk for transmission of influenza viruses. Current drinking water treatment regulations provide a high degree of protection from viruses. No research has been completed on the susceptibility of the novel H1N1 flu virus to conventional drinking water treatment processes. However, recent studies have demonstrated that free chlorine levels typically used in drinking water treatment are adequate to inactivate highly pathogenic H5N1 avian influenza. It is likely that other influenza viruses such as novel H1N1 would also be similarly inactivated by chlorination. To date, there have been no documented human cases of influenza caused by exposure to influenza-contaminated drinking water.

Can the new H1N1 flu virus be spread through water in swimming pools, spas, water parks, interactive fountains, and other treated recreational water venues?
Influenza viruses infect the human upper respiratory tract. There has never been a documented case of influenza virus infection associated with water exposure. Recreational water that has been treated at CDC recommended disinfectant levels does not likely pose a risk for transmission of influenza viruses. No research has been completed on the susceptibility of the H1N1 influenza virus to chlorine and other disinfectants used in swimming pools, spas, water parks, interactive fountains, and other treated recreational venues. However, recent studies have demonstrated that free chlorine levels recommended by CDC (1–3 parts per million [ppm or mg/L] for pools and 2–5 ppm for spas) are adequate to disinfect avian influenza A (H5N1) virus. It is likely that other influenza viruses such as novel H1N1 virus would also be similarly disinfected by chlorine.

Can H1N1 influenza virus be spread at recreational water venues outside of the water?
Yes, recreational water venues are no different than any other group setting. The spread of this novel H1N1 flu is thought to be happening in the same way that seasonal flu spreads. Flu viruses are spread mainly from person to person through coughing or sneezing of people with influenza. Sometimes people may become infected by touching something with flu viruses on it and then touching their mouth or nose.

Prevention & Treatment

What can I do to protect myself from getting sick?
There is no vaccine available right now to protect against this new H1N1 virus. There are everyday actions that can help prevent the spread of germs that cause respiratory illnesses like influenza.

Take these everyday steps to protect your health:

•Cover your nose and mouth with a tissue when you cough or sneeze. Throw the tissue in the trash after you use it.

•Wash your hands often with soap and water, especially after you cough or sneeze. Alcohol-based hand cleaners are also effective.

•Avoid touching your eyes, nose or mouth. Germs spread this way.

•Try to avoid close contact with sick people.

•Stay home if you are sick for 7 days after your symptoms begin or until you have been symptom-free for 24 hours, whichever is longer. This is to keep from infecting others and spreading the virus further.

Other important actions that you can take are:

•Follow public health advice regarding school closures, avoiding crowds and other social distancing measures.

•Be prepared in case you get sick and need to stay home for a week or so; a supply of over-the-counter medicines, alcohol-based hand rubs, tissues and other related items might could be useful and help avoid the need to make trips out in public while you are sick and contagious.

What is the best way to keep from spreading the virus through coughing or sneezing?
If you are sick, limit your contact with other people as much as possible. If you are sick, stay home for 7 days after your symptoms begin or until you have been symptom-free for 24 hours, whichever is longer. Cover your mouth and nose with a tissue when coughing or sneezing. Put your used tissue in the waste basket. Then, clean your hands, and do so every time you cough or sneeze.

What is the best technique for washing my hands to avoid getting the flu?
Washing your hands often will help protect you from germs. Wash with soap and water or clean with alcohol-based hand cleaner. CDC recommends that when you wash your hands -- with soap and warm water -- that you wash for 15 to 20 seconds. When soap and water are not available, alcohol-based disposable hand wipes or gel sanitizers may be used. You can find them in most supermarkets and drugstores. If using gel, rub your hands until the gel is dry. The gel doesn't need water to work; the alcohol in it kills the germs on your hands.

What should I do if I get sick?
If you live in areas where people have been identified with new H1N1 flu and become ill with influenza-like symptoms, including fever, body aches, runny or stuffy nose, sore throat, nausea, or vomiting or diarrhea, you should stay home and avoid contact with other people, except to seek medical care.

If you have severe illness or you are at high risk for flu complications, contact your health care provider or seek medical care. Your health care provider will determine whether flu testing or treatment is needed

If you become ill and experience any of the following warning signs, seek emergency medical care.

In children emergency warning signs that need urgent medical attention include:

•Fast breathing or trouble breathing
•Bluish or gray skin color
•Not drinking enough fluids
•Severe or persistent vomiting
•Not waking up or not interacting
•Being so irritable that the child does not want to be held
•Flu-like symptoms improve but then return with fever and worse cough

In adults, emergency warning signs that need urgent medical attention include:

•Difficulty breathing or shortness of breath
•Pain or pressure in the chest or abdomen
•Sudden dizziness
•Confusion
•Severe or persistent vomiting
•Flu-like symptoms improve but then return with fever and worse cough

Are there medicines to treat infection with this new virus?
Yes. CDC recommends the use of oseltamivir or zanamivir for the treatment and/or prevention of infection with the new H1N1 flu virus. Antiviral drugs are prescription medicines (pills, liquid or an inhaler) that fight against the flu by keeping flu viruses from reproducing in your body. If you get sick, antiviral drugs can make your illness milder and make you feel better faster. They may also prevent serious flu complications. During the current outbreak, the priority use for influenza antiviral drugs during is to treat severe influenza illness.

2009-05-06T07:45:00.003+08:00

Good morning Earthlings!

.... .... ....

68 words
Lol found this test through girlfriend's blog.
I'm going to die of boredom soon~

Might consider to change this site into a private blog.
Since not much people reading it too.

Plus my tagboard is so so so dead,
(until that anonymous Passerby appeared).

So for those who wanna continue to have the privilege of reading my blog,
tag me your emails :)
No point keeping this opened to public when no one bothers~

Hmmm. Anyway,
I don't need people (whom don't know why I criticised that guy in my previous post) to comment on my English.

Right from the start, it wasn't even of his/her business?
And to make things worst,
he/she did not even understand what I was trying to say.

A bit off topic la those tags.
Nvm, bygones be bygones! :D
I shall not get myself pissed off by someone whom don't even know me!

Take care my dears.

2009-05-05T02:34:00.002+08:00

EH.
People, tell me the meaning of slut. :)

Your friend tickle your stomach, tickle your ears but you never retaliate.
Means you easy?

Slut or slattern is a pejorative term for a person who is deemed sexually promiscuous. The term is generally applied to women and used as an insult or offensive term of disparagement, meaning "dirty or slovenly."^[1] It may also be used as an expression of pride in one's status, or to express envy at the sexual successes of others.

In human sexual behavior, promiscuity denotes casual sex between many partners.^[1] Behavior includes sex with partners who are not one's spouse. It is common in some animal species. It should not be confused with polygamy.

I really pity that person's English sia.

Should I forgive him for not reading enough books or not having studied enough?

Then, I text that person that I no need such a friend, whom insult people for nothing.

Know what he said?

"If you're really that kinda person I think as, I don't mind."

Oh wtf? His English is just simply hopeless. Isn't it?

He spoke so confidently, as if it's my fault?

And what's the link between the insult and me not needing such a friend?

Is he brainless or what. Oh my.

People. Let's teach this guy how to use English! :D

P.S./ By not revealing your name, it's kinda saving your face already.

2009-05-02T10:25:00.002+08:00

Long day for me once again.

11.30pm ; meet up YL go Amk Hub.
His friend drove us there.
Then went Cathay, bought tix for the movie "Claustrophobia".

About 30 minutes later, bored until walked out. -.-
The show suckzsxzsx~ LOL.

Accompany him for dinner at S-11.
Cab back Hougang.
Back my house to place stuff first,
Nigelass joined aftermath.

They catch-up at Blk 580 for awhile.
Walked back my place get YL's hp and YL went off first.

Nigelass and me went for prata at Ave8.
Then back my void-deck to slack.

His cigarettes finished :O
Accompanied him home to get more lol, then stayed at his place for awhile.
Cos he was enjoying the air-con. Freak.

Went to Green.
Sat at the open space kopitiam and talk cock for few hours, he sent me home. :)
Nice brother I have haha.

Home sweet home, 7am.
Rest awhile and went for breakfast with Jon.
As sort of like,
bu chang back to him for not going out on Labour Day.
Sorry as I was damn tired.

P.S./
I'm disappointed.
Things that people wish for, are things I wished I do not have.
I need somebody who will love me for who I am,
And not what I am.

2009-05-01T07:25:00.002+08:00

Happy Labour Day?
Lol :/

Going to shop around with Jon later.
Yawns Idk if I've got enough rest already or not. How, die....

I drat quarreling with my dearests,
Everytime after the stupid conflicts we seem so far away again.

Wishing to talk to them, but it's like no topic to start off with.

If I were born not stubborn. :(
If I were born not a perfectionist.

...
Life would have been happier for me.

And Samuel!
Why do you always quarrel with me. Wahlao -.-
Is it entertainment for you? Lol.

You ask... Did I get affected by it right?
YES I DID, VERY MUCH.
Quarrels very fun meh, it wastes my energy been angry O.O

2009-04-30T17:21:00.005+08:00

Hello all. Been a very tiring day for me.
:(

Yesterday night met sister at Ave8 Mac.
Then Samuel came to look for me aftermath.

We went to Tampines fetch his friends,
and off to Geylang for supper.

The carrot cake is (OMG),
I cannot and don't know how to describe.
GAN NAN CHI ONE.

And this super crazy friend of mine, Louis, suddenly rang me up and came over to look for me.
-.-" Super random!
I guess they were a bit not happy. Sorry.

Samuel's friend cab home, while sister and I got a ride from him.
Walked her up the block and Samuel sent me back.

Rest at home for awhile and off to accompany Charles for breakfast.
He went to school upon finishing the meal,
and me back home to rest :)

About 9am went to look for Gary.
Then 11am set off to Polyclinic for his appointment.

Cab back Green, then went his house waited for Justina.
Justina finally reached then we were like so mo sheng!
But after awhile crazy together again already, lol :)

Then about an hour later, I fell asleep.
:O !
God damn tired okay.
Slept all the way until 4pm+, then Justina going off already.
So same for me.

Justina went home place her stuffs, while I waited for her at Green.
Then she popped out with her boyfriend! :(
Eee bluff me one lor.
I was like a light-bulb for 1 hour!

Then.... ....

Home sweeet homeee at 5pm :D :D FINALLY!

Yesterday had some sorta conflict with my darling.
It was actually a very trivial matter, but I cannot stand it. I'm stubborn I know.
I placed everything on her, people :/ Your won't understand.

And so, Javier drew me this to cheer me up!
Arigatou!

And I in return, drew him a noob one. HAHAHA. :3

2009-04-28T06:22:00.002+08:00

Suddenly feel like saying thanks to those whom always been on my side.
Be it rain or shine. :)

Darling.
Madeline Lim Tze Yan.

The one whom always lend me a shoulder to lean on, to cry on, to vent on.

For that.
I love you more than anybody else could possibly do!
Am sure you know that in your heart too.
We've got little time for each other, but that doesn't matter,
most importantly, you gotta remember...
No matter how little things I ask about you, I actually care a lot okay!

I have never emphasized how much I love you before,
so here it is!
DARLING, I LOVE YOU THE MOST, SO YOU MUST APPRECIATE IT OKAY :D

Bestie ; Brother.
Edwin Seah Chun Kiat.

Thanks for your "steady-pom-pi-pi"-ness when it comes to me.

Everytime when I face a problem, you're the one lending a listening ear...
Asking if I want a shoulder.
Always concerned about my well-being,
looking out for bad people around me.
I really don't know what to say, because you're 100% alike a blood-related elder brother to me!
You treat Jeslyn so well that...
Sometimes she really feel so glad to the extend of wanting to cry.
Brother! I promise promise promise, I won't forget all that you've done for me one!

Ex-lover ; soul-mate.
Jonathan Lim Gwee Heng.

The one whom always wants nothing but only the best for me.

Sorry for doubting you at times.
I know all the advices you gave me, are for my own sake.
The 3 years that I've gone through with you,
I've never regretted.
Although it was not a very sweet relationship. It was quite a strong one.

You always place me in front of yourself.
Always saving up every single penny for me, and always a scrooge when it comes to yourself.
Thus ended up, almost everything you own now are gifts from me.
Of course I chose only the best for you too. :)

Even now we're not together for months already, you still treat me very well.
The times I had with you, are the best in my life...

Lim Jin Teck Terrence.

The one whom always nag and nag like fuck!

You always nag me go see doctor, go eat, go do this, go do that.
Really cannot stand you okay! What the fuck.
Okay okay, I cannot deny that those were all for my good :b
So wanna say a very big big THANK-YOU to you here la BODOH !

Not forgetting my dear friends too! (♥)

2009-04-27T04:42:00.002+08:00

You're a player of heart.
I can sense that, seriously.

The moment I fall, I fall deeply once and for all.
Thus that explains why I'm the chosen one?

I'm gonna force you out of my life. :)
Never thought that you happened to be those kinda guys, you seemed nice.
But... I belittled you, you're no small nuts.

You're a big flirt. :)
Thanks friends, for talking me into what I'm actually really dealing with.

You said you love me.
You said that from your hugs, I sure can feel your deep love.
Actually no.

I only felt, satisfaction.
Your satisfaction of getting hold of yet another heart.

I tried to convince myself, "No he is not that kind of person".
Deceiving.
Too much cons. Too little pros. (Yeah phrase bit wrong to be used here)

Well. How do I trust another?

I bet my last strength on you.
And now, I lost everything.
I even lost my little fragile heart to you too.

Thanks ;
For hardening my feelings once again.